Jan 22nd, 2017

I'll keep fighting this pain
when my heart has forgotten
scars know love don't die 

 

Jan 23rd, 2017

so i'm just drifting
aimlessly, without purpose
hoping love comes again 

 

Jan 24th, 2017

nobody else will
feel this aching, breaking, heart
new and well worn scars 

I am beautiful
be astounded by my glory
taking you by storm

My wings all aflame
this anger is yours to blame
I am not ashamed 

I am beyond this
my life has greater purpose
I will conquer all

I will destroy you
Destroy the walls that you've built
You will let me in 

After all this time
Our love for each other has died
But you are still home

 

Jan 25th, 2017

And I feel so lost
I have forgotten how to
appreciate me 

 

Jan 28th, 2017

Not living at all
ignoring the heart that beats
inside, full of love 

What is wrong with me?
Incessantly laughing
In the face of death

 

Jan 29th? Jan 30th? 2017

And hearts can sing again
Families can heal again
Love has been restored 

Survive without you
Inconceivable; how could
Life exist without?

That would just be death
Living my life for you
My wants matter too 

I'm worth more than this
Not just a crutch to be used 
Be here for me too

 

Jan 31st, 2017

Deep into the dark
Where true beauty resides
My soul aches and cries