I felt this feeling before but i tried at best to ignore it ,I've always muted the emotion

Why is it i saw this coming? Deja vu

My biggest fear ,i lost my best friend

Everyone will say eff him,it's alright

God will help you , I don't know if I will ever come into realization to

looking out for me as I amenace this journey of individuality 

If it were possible I'd tell you how here and there you cross my mind in thought

I begin to think life is honesty what you make it ,all my life I stressed  out of my outlook 

on finding someone like you and well now it's my opportunity to focus on just that ME and this

is something new but since I will be I am who I wanna be . I am HAPPY. I am one within.

Iam Wiser. I am a better me than I ever was with you. I only wish the best for you and than you for the ability

to love you and cherish someone.

I am wanting to only see positive views down my path of new beginnings and to deminish away

the negativity

One day I will be at the top.

One day I'll be where I wanna be ,with who i wanna be with

In gods favor, I will be a better me in due time .