No one can take away the happy memories we shared. Everyone has there bad times; I've yet to come across the perfect relationship haha. You know, I like to just sit in my living room, instrumentals playing; maybe a smooth song depending on my mood, then I just kick back and stare at the wall, thoughts running through my mind about what can make me a better friend, or a better person. And other times, I think about if you miss me. Well I know you miss me, it's just sometimes people need to hear things to believe it, know what I mean? And sometimes I feel like you're not concerned about me. Seeing as you know what I'm going through, I'd figure you'd keep me stable because you know how I get when I'm dealing with things alone. But then again, at the end of the day you're going to do what you want to do....

I read this one quote the other day...it said, "Im not who you think I am; I am not who I think I am; I am who I think you think I am".......read it a few times so you understand it hahahaha; and I agree with this....nobody knows who they are without other peoples opinions; your close ones dictate the type of person you are.....which brings it to, I am who I think YOU think I am....if that makes sense ;)..... So in a way, I live my life through you; without you there is no me.

I get jelous and envy alot about the actions you take; I feel like sometimes you leave me out on alot of things....and it hurts to feel underappreciated....you seem to get down on me alot and show lots of love to others........sometimes I feel like I don't live up to your standards, or I do things wrong; and even though I shouldn't care, I do....cuz the last thing I want to do is lose you. I feel "liked" more than "loved" sometimes; And it's like sometimes you put others in front of me when I'm closer to you then they are; but alot of it is just me trippin'

Overall, I miss you and love you. I'm always gonna be here....I think I'm going to be going away for awhile, so just hit me up if you need me ok? or just check in to say wassup or something.....Love you, OUT!!