Alone

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to the girl i pushed away,   you and i could’ve been cosmic sky beams we could’ve been one another’s worlds and more
Dear Sandy,  I come from a remote island  standed in the sea nonsensically  wanting to tell this to thee,  tell you that:    Words
Oh, how it’s been too long since I last heard your cherry blossom’s song. I miss the way you look, snow here, sun there, and my heart you took.
Oh, how it’s been too long since I last heard your cherry blossom’s song. I miss the way you look, snow here, sun there, and my heart you took.
Little girl, now don't be sad, I understand your pain,How you feel there's no way out,That you have gone insane. That you're a recluse through and through, No friends here you call home, The conflicting anguish inside you,To fight it all alone.  T
It’s that single moment where everythinggoes numbgoes blankgoes vapidgoes cold
Think about it.
Alone, Alone. I am alone. Not a friend in the world, No one to listen, No one to care.
I need comfort, not by finding the right people But feel the comfort when I was alone with time and space. I mean it. But I can't just say I need help from people because it feels stupid and unnecessary thing.
Alone climbing alone sweating on hands and burning in heart under those morning gray skies whose presence softly but rightly underscored the rhythm and poetry filling my ears
Dear Stranger, When did you pick up this letter? Are my transcribed words faded from sea winds or even the sticky sands that acts like glitter?
 Your ray of sunshine hath died. <br>Perhaps the things I thought true Were nothing but deafening lies, A façade. You were like a sister to me Always a shoulder to cry on.  The room no longer glows a golden hue as you enter a room, But a mee
Kicked in the stomach But standing straight  Smile on  But inside tears escape    Bruno mars and backseat singing  windows rolled down  highway swerving   
I never knew what it was like to feel so broken  you couldnt get out of bed because you didnt want to face the world But after years Of having the weight of the world on my soul
Leaves crumple under my feet as my eyes are fogged by my layered tears. I’m walking under the brightest street lights, but still feeling completely in the
You are not alone I am not alone In the end, what we all want is to look across that vast ocean and see a mind that is like our own to know that there's a reason to keep swimming
I can feel their love, feel how much they care. Yet, is it enough to keep me from the thoughts that lurk in the back of my mind, swiming in the pool of insecurites, splashing its poisonous water
Dear Rye,   There are a lot of things swirling inside you Emotions and memories and darkness that You don’t know quite how to process
It feels good to be sad I snap when I'm awaken There's a beauty in being alone That in groups is overtaken My words become their words I get nervous and don't think
I wish , I could be , With no one but me, Enjoying my company, Besides the rough sea. I rest by the shore, Below the palm shade, Mesmerized by the blue marvel, A beauty that ever would fade.
Everyone wants love Till they feel the pain Then when without They crave it all the same Nothing can hold back The feeling of shame
On this night I'm in fright, Yet the darkness is at bay, For the shadows are lifted by moonlight. Normally hidden by the day,   But now on the move, I shall follow,
Why can't I just be a bird, that reaches up to the sky looking down at all the views and always free to fly? Why can't I just be the sun,
Leave me alone let me be I am what I am here is my only comfort zone.  
my thoughts float around me in clouds of periwinkle and gold. ribboned stardust, mesmerizing me amidst the inky darkness of navy blue that blankets my mind   i often gaze up at them
You cannot cry for them, They don’t care. They don’t, And it’s that simple.   She excludes you on purpose, Pushes you away. You thought she was your friend, But I guess you thought wrong.
  Do you belive in love? I believe my moods shift too much. Darling, do you believe in dreams? I believe that I talk too much. Do you believe in love? I don’t want to trust it anymore.
I am the invisible woman. My name is ‘I Don’t Know’. I am nothing and nobody from nowhere going no place in particular.   My body is made from mediocrity and wasted potential.
Its frustrates me. It pisses me off. The way she can say She wants boyfriend When I was a great one But no she dumped me Cuz she was gonna cheat on me. Like what the fuck
Dear bully Is there something wrong with me?I beg you please stop bullying me Telling me that i am fat Does it make you non-fat?
The soul that sees beautyMay sometimes walk aloneLoneliness adds felling of unwanted And expresses the pain of being alone
No One Knows Me What I  Go Through What I Deal  With  How I Deal With Things Who Deals With Me  What I Hate Is That No One Cares  Enough  To Find 
To whom it may concern, Actually, you’re the one that should be concerned. I would say your name but even when I call on your name You still don’t listen.
In the wind of despair, my soul flies free. Forever lost in the pit, a maze becomes my heart.
I feel alone in this loud room chaos is all around me  and it will drag me to my doom I just want to be free they are so so happy, smiling  while I lay there dying I've given up on it all
What is your fear? We all have fears. Some of us many, Some of us few. I'll tell you mine. You don't have to tell me yours. I'll just let loose my heart, And pray you won't crush it
see that look in her eye torn up broken wings how can she even fly the hate her life brings as days and days go by  
Fight the urge. Stop the urge. Let pleasure fade, as regret is made.   Don't let them in, don't let them know. This is something you cannot show.   Your fingers ache,
I wear a mask. It’s my smile in the hallway. because while you think I’m flying high, really I'm  fading away.
You think you know what lies behind, The the walls I’ve built up in my mind. There’s a deep darkness inside,
It's a great night for homecoming The weather's just right for pretty dresses A crescent moon hangs in the scene And some stars twinkle in the heavens  
my day-dream dresses like you. i just thought you ought to know; nothing i am is true. this stupid mask is all for show; sometimes i can barely see through. right now i can't even make the words flow,
You stripped me, tore me down, used and abused me. Put me behind a display window and let everyone see my core. My pain, my confusion, the sadness inside me. I was ashamed I tried to hide.
Everyone has the feeling of loneliness, at least once in their life, Which isn't a bad thing, because in life if you're caught up with all, Can you find yourself? The forsaken path to sunlight,
I’m so confused I don’t know which path is right. Should I stay mad or feel glad I don’t understand my emotions. There scrambled, and broken.  
I don’t want to be here1, 2, 3...No, this is not a note of thoughts on ending the life of mine14, 15, 16...No, this is not a cry for help.26, 27, 28...This is simply what it says, I don’t want to be here...This room is full of ambitious students.
I fight a mental battle each and every day. No, it's not what you think. It is more imposterous as such. I believe I am the weakest link in the knight's chain mail armor.
I want to walk upon the waters, but it seems so inviting. I may just tumble down to the depths and feel my last breath. I want to lay on the ocean floor. I want to watch as my last breath rises to the surface without me.
I was wandering alone Weak, wobbly, withering I was surrounded by blankness Bleak, black barren - You found me Fateful, faithful You pulled me up Peaceful, patient -
I could be just like you Never happy  Burying myself in the color blue Everywhere I look it's blue Except the sky Which is filled with a thick gray Or I could be me
Nothing is free In the grand scheme of things. But I want your lies tonight. Broken men have broken courage it's broken and miss construed. And I myself am broken. So let me have your lies like glue
Isn’t it Ironic?   It’s sometimes overwhelming having so much to say, Thoughts filling your head all moments of the day,
I dont wanna cry. I dont wanna lie about what happened in my past anymore. I dont wanna wake up in the morning and see the same face that hurts me everyday. I dont wanna see the sun anymore.
No one, just no oneNot he, not sheNot them, just no oneListen to youOr they justDon't want to So stop screamingOh! You don'tJust don'tThat won'tWill help you
Passionate lot Gut twisting days  The frustration that rises When you have nothing to say Let it out or hold it in Never say a word, Either way... nobody wins Amorous, no, i might say not
I'm always alone no matter what I do All my friends that I have Will eventually leave me soon All the promises we made, you broke them All the things we said we were going to do We didn't
Broken shards of hearts are dregs at the bottom of the teacup that is life. But I suppose you always made it ok. When I was a kid you would sleep in my room, To keep the monsters away. Those days were perfect.
Dad
Dad, can you help me fix this shit? I keep trying to build mountains out of nothing, And you always could fix anything. I know, you'd pick a shovel up, and help me Dig my own grave, if only I'd ask.
I feel the wind blowing Against my fare skin The cold giving me Chills up my spine As I walk the single brick pavement Gravel grinding against my aching feet
Up before dawn racing the sun to hope. Off the guiding path, where the shepherd will approach. Down in the dirt but no time for pain. Reach for desire or struggle On the lonesome journey, all are made humble;
Sleepless for the reason of no more dreams.   For the reason of not having anything to think about. For the reason of only having nightmares and why things won't happen anymore. Happiness is sold to the past.
After I tasted you for the first time everything tasted  The way the first bird of spring sounds SCREAMING demanding to be heard 
I suppose the only truth i have found, Is that nobody is in control of anything. But a lot of people are good at pretending. We choke the life out of our children. We say things like, "you need an education"
Does anyone listen To the bird perched upon the tree. The one who tries to listen The one who always sees.     Does anyone listen
I woke up this morning with the sound of rain hitting on my window and I thought... I recognize that sound thump thump thump thump Getting faster and faster as I get near you
I wonder how The fates decide About who lives And about who dies I question the brick I’m walking on Should it be dirt? Or should it be stone? I look at the world With unkindly eyes 
Inconsequantial misdoings- Unless you know the story. Understanding doesn't bring clarity-- It brings pain.   A kiss snuck in the dark, Innocent as anything, Until the heartbreak sets in;
I cupped you in my hands and i said you couldn't leave. How silly of me. You burrowed your way through my ring finger and fought your way free.   I saw a picture of me and you today.
I pitched a tent at Kayoke Among desert sands around Grown tired of reg’lar folk To wilderness I am bound   I sang a song so merry
I stock shelves at a grocery market for money. It's what I do. Not who I am. But I saw some flowers sketched onto a can. It was a vine of flowers. Coiled around the "S" on the words "Green beans"
Sniffing, snorting, sneezing, Sick people wheezing, The children whisper, They don’t know the rules, Don’t listen, Blurt out answers,
Alone I wish to be Oh fuck off don’t you see I’m better off just as me   Trust I no longer giveaway No matter what you do or say I will never let it fray   Broken beyond repair
We were supposed to bike through Central Park and ride through the trees.We were supposed to take a trip to the shore and sleep on the beach.We were supposed to plant your garden and protect it from the bees.We were supposed to cuddle all night in
Their voices are shrieking in my ears. Do they know how bad they are at conversation? Its like talking to seals All barking about this or that, suffering my condemnation. All people suck. they force me to be human.
part of a new town  moving place to place  nowhere that i call home  not a single familar face  many people say " i'm home grown" " haven't moved around at all"  well i've lived in every city 
I wanted your help but you turned away made it seem like attention's what I really craved I wanted to smile, to laugh, and to play but all you really added was a little more pain.  
The Moon came out to playWithout the sight of dayHer skin as white as snowHer sadness will only grow
A tick tock noise from the clock in my room Knocks my head on and on Till it wakes me up in the middle of the night, So I found myself looking right at the ceiling My body starts sweating
Behind the dark sky of clouds A sun rests, with all its' stars And as I walk, forever proud Of my many universes that are Behind the clouds, behind the sun Behind anything that has not yet begun
04/11/2017   Empty ---   A long road ahead of me, And thousands’ of miles behind me. I continue my way, Until I can see. My vision is troubled, My legs are tired,
Mistakes should have been my middle name. Yet Lord, You loved me just the same. Nothing I did deserved Your grace, But still my sin Lord, You erased.   My nightmare's now once upon a dream,
nothing can bring me peace here in the dark I am dying but the light lives that much is evident seen through shuttered windows
The things we realize we won’t ever obtainOh, it kind of hurts at timesSo far away from each other and I have much to sayyour voice is like flowers and it makes
it's 11:58 and i can't sleep, glitter is coming out of my eyes and it's cutting them open   my ears are dripping beeswax in some dumb attempt to block it out    im alone, so alone
The pain of the cuts in the bleed and the bleeding in my cuts, the sorrow's rush. Explain to what is happening, this unknown feeling of the pulse of a dying heart. Because I gave you my all. What makes it worse is that you left me to fall.
There's something so poetic about watching everything crumble around you How can destruction be so artistic, so beautiful? Seeing everything you attempted to build just fall It's gone in the matter of minutes
It is knowing you did everything with what you had while still questioning what more you could've done, why you didn't try more, how you could've done better, when exactly you said or did the wrong thing.
Depression
I am alone in the dark Thinking of you my love I don’t know why we are like this Or it is me that is a mistake.   I have been thinking our relationship I am even looking for the future
“ This heaven gives me a migraine”                            — Gang of Four                      
Crispy weather awakens a slumber within my veins. The woods dread of the painted ink draped across their shoulders. My air is stolen from the seeds in the ground so they can grow higher than before.
Alone Always appeared Similiar to drowning But today floats effortlessly Lovely
How he longs to be alone and content A cool breeze, a warm sun, and a sketchbook. He craves the water’s salty, calming scent. “Please carry me off in your winding brook.
Moirai spun me, with you, Sewn ourselves together to fate, We lusted for our destiny.   Melted hours folded together with ceaseless love.
 I was a man at seventeen, a dreamer.
I was alone Not physically, I had friends I was mentally isolated No one understood my strife.   I finally had the courage to talk To write my emotions through a character
Alone My journey to Middletown Although I never thought that’s where I’d go   We may be alone But that doesn’t mean we’re not connected
I am going to be swallowed whole, And there is no fixing it, I know, I am going to be chewed, eaten alive, And the scariest part, is that I will survive,
Cherry blossoms come to lifeAnd people, hundreds of them sit togetherTalkingLaughingEnjoying themselves
I cannot leave. There are chains, I think. My hands are bound behind my back.   Realization flips on completely, But it does nothing to hinder the chains.  Resolve flickers off.
All alone with my sorrowful thoughts Constantly running through my head Making each moment unbearable The silence only makes them worse Trying to think of other thoughts But they are no match for the sorrow
you reap what you sow  and i've sowed my sins  so i plow  through the ground  that happens to be skin  red furrows ready for planting  all neat and lined up straight 
Pathetic  never mind  wish i kept it  all inside  i don't matter  you'll soon find the world got blacker  here, have a blacklight  but i can't see: how that will help 
Cast away the fire throw away the flame are you growing tired? feel nothing but the pain place it on the pyre  your demons are to blame mirrors are reminders of the beast you cannot tame
I wish things were differently I wish I can hit your line I wish time was right  But time isnt mine  I wonder every night  I wonder what might you think I wonder about life
No one gets you. No one wants to. Why bother fighting, When no one else is trying?   Everyone doubts you. No one believes. No one has faith, That someday you'll succeed.  
Slow and steady Constantly worried Asking what am I going to do? You're gone for a whole another year How can I move forward without you? Stuck in a standstill Not sure where to go Or even what to do
A year in the life of Sarah Smith Sometimes I felt like a myth Had a rough time starting out Hitting the floor and blacking out Living in a room of isolation Contemplating my creation
We shared moments of happiness together We planned our future We thought that we would be forever We loved like each day was our last on this earth We thought nothing would ever get in our way  
What does tomorrow hold?This is the question often asked, but still yet has not been answered. What does tomorrow hold? Let's stop and take a gander. What does tomorrow hold but broken dreams and forgotten promises. What does tomorrow hold? … I'll
I am smart but my brain is not my own I am so alone   I am just a clone playing follow the corrupt leader I am smart   They say I am all bone I tell them my guts length in meters
The girl who had no feelings shed a tear Her head still high Her pride so empowering Everyone knew it was no good for her But it saved her alas Her fists clenched to mask the pain she experienced internally
I reached out to the sun, but he burned me No matter how I approached, I was scorched. The sun seemed to burn brighter each day for months I wanted to be close, to feel the warmth
Showering in my own tears. Thinking about all my fears. My eyes, will they clear? I can't control them They keep coming out. Alone but surrounded. My pain going down the drain.
Palms extremely sweaty Falling back upon yourself Collapse in your mind.
I signed my soul away with a 21st century John Hancock, To get rid of stubborn, ages old writer’s block. And now these trembling hands they do mock, At my crooked fingers and smudged fingerprints they gawk.  
Who am I? No one sees me They glance shallowly, right through my existence. Who am I? Who am I? I exist utterly in solitude My own mind a mystery; I can't comprehend Unseen Unheard
I’m constantly holding back tears, I hate the lump in my throat, I wake up, do my makeup, fix my hair, and throw on my coat, I walk out the door and into the world, Here I am everyone, just a lost, vulnerable girl,
People will always be people. no matter how many layers of rose glass we put between us and them, they will always be people.
i just wanted to be good enough enough to be liked by the crowd the whole world doesnt care whatever i always dare but ive always known that hes very different always here by my side
It happens a lot, this feeling that always seems as if to oscillate around my discernment: Of darkness, and gorging pits of doom, I've tried and tried to escape it vicariously through you,
Would it be selfish to say I just want to get away? To sail far from those that I love the most because they cause the most pain? Or will I bare remorse once the harbor-side becomes far from sight?
Going through the motions of endless time There was nothing else to do but cry She had left so suddenly 8 years of cancer eating away at her bones She left one springy May day
I started it again yesterday, slicing open my skin with a broken razor blade. I hid the broken peice of sharpened metal in my makeup compact, and I cried all day. 
For once, I have never felt so desperate judging myself for what I am destined to be. Most don't find themselves until it is no longer expected from them. I am afraid to wait too long.
Angels sweet melodies Soothing the sensation. The times go by through and through Strengthening my disguise. Lost and alone drifting through life Nowhere truly found.
What do you do when you have so much to say, But you can't talk? When you see someone and you know you can change their life, But you can't jump over the wall you built? Damn I don't wanna be alone forever.
So close yet so far, to freedom and death. Freedom from hurt, pain, abuse, chains, bruises, tears, fights, cuts, offensive words, breakdowns, loneliness and depression.
Expression: showing emotions through colour -- Music -- words -- creation. You give other people insight Into your feelings, because Humans Are Social Creatures. When you're healthy and young,
People say they'll be there for you. But when I cry all night, What can you really do?   People say they won't leave. But with what I know, How can I believe?  
Did i suceed? or did i go blind? because of the greed i got tears in my eyes  but no longer I see  and tears eventually dry  so suck it up you fiend its not as if you died 
blades blunt  and people break men will hunt  we make mistakes   preyed on runts  its them we forsake we're just the grunts  and we work for snakes  who we should confront 
Who knows me better than the Earth? The rain pours down to where I perch This feeling, being all alone Think to myself, "What am I worth?"
I get in bed, not wanting to go to sleep. I wake up, not wanting to be alive. When will my pain disappear?   Outside, the flowers are blooming. Inside, the spirits are dying.
Pressure gets at everyone So much to get going Wheels turn fast in the mind More and more getting crammed in Spinning faster and faster Until you break And you fall Speaking out is scary
Love is not blind; love helps one to see.
You
I’ve always feared being alone Not the loneliness Of being left home overnight With the dog curled in your lap Jumping at every small creak
Have you ever been so lonelyLost in the woodsBut terrified to turn backBecause you know where you came fromThe darkness is unbearableYet you hold yourself to the floorSayingDon’t give up…
The reflection  wants me to die. The reflection wants me to starve. The Reflection wants to be loved. The Reflection wants to change. The reflection wants to be changed.
HAPPY PLACE   When I couldn’t find it in the bluerubber swings that had hung themselveswith a rusted noose from decade-old woodat the city park, I drove on.  
You left me In the snowThat I can't feel the warmth of your hug You left me Under the rain That I can't feel my tears even it's already flowing down my cheeks
The monsters of our mind Chasing usNever letting go The demons of our soulCapturing usTaking us hostage The ghosts of our heartAre just bits that remainAnd shadows of what was
This is goodbye.   Goodbye to the changing trees, Who always have an opinion on life.   Goodbye to the pack of wolves, Who always try to rip me apart.  
Strange days Its a new morning, Yet another strange dayThe estranged woman in me struggles to find lips in the morning A strange morning.A lost feeling as I try to push away the thoughts of you.You shouldn't be my first thought when the lights fin
There they go making plansTo meet up and celebrate as friends.They talk to one another like I'm not there.I'm just an invisible nothing with no one who cares.
AttackedAssaultedAccostedHe stumblesBegins to fallClutches
The air around was abundant but i still felt as if i was suffocating, streets flooded with nothing but it i screamed "someone save me." Like when you are parched for water
I give my mom a hug and feel nothing. No happiness, no love, no comfort. I want to repel away. She looks at my face with worry as she sees the absence of care on my face. She sees my dark eyes and straight smile.
Let me tell you where I'm at Here at night supposedly alone, Listening to songs that make me feel whole. However there is Disappointment, Self hate and his sister Anxiety, All of them sleeping over.  
I should be sleeping But I miss my bed And someone holding my hand Wiping away the tears as I try to fall asleep But instead I'm alone Lying awake in a home that's not mine
All alone, alone as I. All alone, not much of me. All alone, alone, alone, is all I'll ever be. Alone, alone, is not alright with me. 
  I am not alone, I can feel their hands clutching at my heart, Listening to it like the ticking of a time bomb, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 ,
“Loved but always alone”  
"I am here for you. All you have to do is call me." Words from a frivolous liar. I called, but you've never picked up. I text, but you've never shown interest in my struggles. So, why did you say that? People can't be counted on. Unpredictable.
Have you ever wondered If anybody's heart would tear Draw your last breath but would they even care   Or would they shed a few tears for show
Not a word they saidUnspoken words hung aboutPain inside but smiling withoutShe said goodnightAnd away she wentHe asked her to stayTo explain why she leftBut inside she was simply falling apartFeeling nothing is not what they sayNothing is so much
I've been left wordless, As my mind is tangled witth the problem. The letters float around, But no words come out. So my ipod I plug in, And my heart will live on,
When I walk, I see my friends When I stop, I see nothing Feeling alone as I lay Feeling only sadness for those I've lost As I think, I think of a song I've always loved
When I look at my friends, Do you know what I see? People that have meant the world to me. That was what I thought, And even still slightly feel, But how much of it is real?
What am I doing wrong, where does it end? You say you love me, yet you refuse to be my friend  Why does it always feel that I have to make amends Apologizing for things I never said or did.
I remember last winter, You said it'd be alright. I looked in your eyes for warmer weather, But then the fire turned to ice.   What we once had, it was burning, But now, the flame has gone away.
Though the summer heat is at its peak I am still alone And the trees sway to the wind so weak, But I am still alone.   The birds are ready for a cold air rush I am still alone
You don't know how much it hurt  When you came home collapsing. Words slurred together into a sentence, At least that's what I think it was. You stumbled like a baby taking its first steps,
The gusts of wind through the trees sound like laughs and gasps of ecstasy the sharp grasss grabs at my back to keep me grounded next to roots of trees   Then I hear the bugs buzz behind my ears
Ever since i was young  i grew up all alone  i carried a hammer  to try and repair my home  but nothing seemed to work until i was relieved and shown  the power of poetry  on a bet tv show 
I'm sitting here. Again I'm alone. I'm trying to escape Escape from the hurtful words and the voices in my head. My headphones are on and my music is up. Here I sit. I'm by myself.
I’m having a panic attack, help. My chest heaves, and I can’t quite breathe. Help, please, I plead.   Silently I wait for my negative thoughts to disappear.
  I don't know what to do anymore I don't know who to talk to anymore I don't know how to love anymore I don't know how to live anymore....because you're gone.  
I'm not antisocial, Nor do I hate people when I go away. I actually thrive around them, But there is a limit for me everyday. I don't like large groups, Unless it's a festival or concert.
He held me close into his warm body and let out a soft warm breath into my ear as he expressed how much he needed me and missed me.   His dark arms hugged my back tight as he picked me up and set me down softly on the old tile.
Oh, Sweetheart. Oh, love. My poor, poor boy. You're the first person that has fit with me and made me feel part of something. Made me burn and love the destruction.
I'm there green air as i twirl my curly hair one speaks to me i want to flee to the warmth of my home i want to retreat Hello words used in ordinary conversations lip biting, awkards movements
Can anyone love me? Would anybody be willing to withstand My horrible insecurity, The side of me I hide? Would you be willing to tell me  It will be alright, When you know I don't believe you?
Please go away You've had your chance I don't want you to stay I'm in a hazy trance I know how I am To be honest I can be kind I can be sweet I can be the greatest friend
It's painful That helps Not really To describe it Seems a little Silly For me Pain is Your heart I want To throw it  Away sometimes Because too often
I don't think anyone understands how lonely and depressed I am. I don't try to hurt myself in any way. But I'm just so unhappy with life.   And it hurts to get up every day, acting like everything is ok.
The structure is creaking from the wind drifting by No one is home No one’s alive An overgrown garden entangled with vines Reaching for something it will never find
Still feeling alone.Everyday. Every night.I got myself, but I'm wanting more.Wanting something different.Another person in my life.
I got tired after a while I got tired of tapping people on the shoulder and they cover up their ears  I got tired of letting their  thoughts
It didn't take too much To bring me down to my knees. To leave me laying on the floor Covered in bruises and blood. To leave me laying alone in the dark.   So here I stay on the floor,
I used to think it was normal To cry for three hours about nothing. That it was normal To think about dying at least once a day.
A little girl She wanders in the night Searching for home Five years old with no place to go She doesn't understand why No one can see her No one can hear her No one hears her cries for help
Darkness envelopes within the soul. Consuming first from the edges like a t-shirt stained with blood We look into ourselves for hope
Oh, the lovely corner, a home and friend of mine. Oh, the lovely corner, your comfort is divine.   Oh, the lovely corner,
Every time I look to my watch, on my wrist, I see the scars that remind me of my past, The cuts that haunt my dreams, The memories that will forever be there, Reminding me that all I was in life is an failure,
Here I am again With no friends to gain With no one by my side It feels so cold inside Alone, that's all I feel Can somebody please fill This emptiness 'til Loneliness is no more what I feel?
  Fear, something everything is born with It can’t be washed away or forgotten Whether it be a child’s fear of monsters in the dark
Ever felt left out all your life? Unwanted? Unheard...Unseen...Out of sight? No matter how many times you reach out, you're still left out? Do you let everyone just walk away? Deep down inside you want them to stay?
i guess this is what happens when people get too close they see i am too much i am nothing but suffering i consume the love i try to give gets engulfed back into me with the brutal force of rejection
I've shed so many tears, I have no more, And all that is left is a shell. A shell of a girl that I used to know, The girl that I still show. But no one knows what happens,
I remember you well;Your hazel eyes and all.They burned with a rich fire,I'm dying to recall. You used to hold me tight,In your arms safe and sure.You'd caress my wild hair,Then a kiss would occur.
The Mean Streets of Oz   When the world is spinning out of control like a Kansas tornado, You cannot simply go back to bed and pull the covers over your head.  
I am cold, stubborn, and reckless. I am sad, skinny, and wild. I am timid, honest, and loud. I am forgetful, ignorant, and tired. I have failed at being a daughter.
the monster in my dreams who is it who tortures me? with no answer to my plea  a silent scream I will release  because of what I see, in these grusome scenes I am wishing they would cease 
After having my heart completely cut in half My life was woe I didn't know What my purpose in life Was anymore I couldn't see what there Was to look forward to I was a robot just walking
How do I fill this void I have tried distractions and diversions But I am still a very sad person. I try not to lose my writing passion
Crimson stains upon the floorNo one here's loved anymore Black and blue describes her skinGiven to her by her own kin Even though she cries at nightShe never falters her smile so bright
Is it petty of me to not immediately name my family? Am I a bad person for not pointing out a friend? Is it a sign of not being humble enough that I do not whisper the name of God? Maybe I'm hateful? Maybe I'm frightful?
If an island ever daredTo be stranded with meI'd take my laptopAnd a coffee shopWith the wi-fi free  
To be honest, everyone loves me Just no one seems to say thanks! At all. I find it odd that my similar Counterpart, the bed Gets the entire households praise For I do what he does and more!
To be honest, everyone loves me Just no one seems to say thanks! At all. I find it odd that my similar Counterpart, the bed Gets the entire households praise For I do what he does and more!
If there's one thing I need, it'll be my inner creativity.  No deserted island can beat what's within me.  I have the ability to turn the sound of waves to rhythmic beats,
All I need is my dad I would be so glad to have my dad He'd always know what to do when ime mad He could protect me like my shoulder pads On The island all i need is my dad
All I need is my dad I would be so glad to have my dad He'd always know what to do when ime mad He could protect me like my shoulder pads On The island all i need is my dad
My eyes open, If I was truly alone,   All I would need is God. If I must walk by myself, Up and down the paths of forever,
I stand out in the cornfield, alone among strangers Useless to the farmer who waters and feeds me The plot of land I sit in, is shaded by the accomplishments of those around me   Proud is the farmer
Today… I'm Smiling. I am happy because I'm surrounded by people who love me. Today… I'm strong.  I feel like I can actually make a difference in this world. Today… I feel accepted.
Different scenarios are creativity of the mind Wanting a different thought, face, a different time But to trapped in one dreamed of but never really wanting it is big
What do I need? What do I want? What is a need?   Something important? Something vital? Something?   I need food I need shelter I need...   Friends?
What do I need? What do I want? What is a need?   Something important? Something vital? Something?   I need food I need shelter I need...   Friends?
I stand along this solitary sand The sun rising at it's peak Salty waves creeping upon the shoreline Ninety-five days is the streak   Whimsic waters slither under my toes The light shines upon my tan
The Waves broke  The winds croak  The sky scary blue The sand so new The plane crashed  Im the only one left No life in sight  Not ready to fight  Blood dripping from my head 
sometimes it's not about the tears shed even though they are it's not about how deep your wounds lead even if they lead to your heart it's not about the words left unsaid or what you did in the dark
I am not afraid of dying, but instead of living without love. I am not afraid of falling, but instead of watching from above. I am not afraid of crying, but instead of laughing on my own.
I could never live without compassion I want to feel like I am loved I need to feel your touch I need to share a summer night with those of whom I love People always seem to see When they are all alone
Look around  Left Right What happened to my sunlight? The rays of growth  I feel alone Cuz in this world people don't exist, right? I loved the way my lover touched me
My Right Hand Man Always by my side Sometimes I think I can’t do something but then remind myself that I can
She clutched the broken objects, Held them to her chest. They constantly mocked her life, Called it a mess. But they couldn’t see the tears,
Everyday is Hell. Everyday I go through the motions  I engage in the small talk  I try my best to socialize Everyday my head is filled with fog 
It's okay because I've realized that no one really cares. That no one can really hear me when I scream and claw, Trying to climb out of this hole. Surrounded by painful noises,
I don't want to say you're all I need.That I can't live without you.  That when we fall asleepI match my inhale to yours. I want to say that I exist on my own.That I can standwithout your arms around me.
the day everyone leaves my side is the day I die inside with no one left could I survive on my own?        
With two fingers down my throat I taste only shame as I imagine myself with a negative 2 inch waist and a gap between my legs that could've gone on for a mile and I envision the boned creature that dances in the darkest corners of my mind parading
Don't romanticize this and say some boy or girl will pick you up off the floor and hold you in his arms and wipe your tears away and kissing you anyways. This is the gruesome reality of always smelling like puke. It never goes away.
They say you're not alone, But is that really true? When you think about it, Nobody will believe in you, Unless you believe in yourself. People will let you down, People are not to be trusted.
shake off this feeling  it's just a phase but my heart takes a beating  when I catch your gaze  the time that he's stealing  my sould it does raze but since I know your feelings 
poison tears Rain, rain, go away,Because of you the pain will stay.Slit my throat, cut out my heart,Leave me here, tear it apart.
You
I knew I had it bad, when they asked what I would need if I was stranded on a island, and the first thing I thought of, was your blue eyes instead of water. Isn't that sad?  
At night I feel you hold me,Whispering all the things you never told me.When I wake up you'll be goneBut for now, I dream on.
oh hi how's it going i'm fine nevermind i'm dieing inside i'm not strong enough Just too weak but i'm supposed to be strong
Without him, I wouldn't be here Or anywhere. I'd be nowhere; I wouldn't exist.   Without him, I wouldn't know family Or love. I'd be lost; I'd be alone.  
Lonely Love There is a burning  Deep in my soul My heart is yearning Like a bells toll Far across the ocean waters Underneath the skies grasp Hidden behind hurricane shutters Through a shattered heart I rasp Tell me you want me For I cannot be wit
On an Island? All alone? One thing?  One thing I can Bring?  I bringing a Person. A very special person. A person I love.  My other half. A male the oppostie sex.  Have i met them yet? No 
I can see myself now Stranded on a deserted island Away from you Alone.   I grumble at the sun Hot sand stings my toes The roar of the ocean hurts my ears.  
You are my fix, my remedy Your scent fills my lungs and makes my heart beat faster with excitement The thrill of feeling your texture between my fingertips, sometimes rough, sometimes smooth
My mind is such a mess. I wish I could explain. Am I happy or am I upset? It's hard to tell with such pain. Should I even care? Because at times things aren't fair. I could feel the change.
I closed my eyes and I saw you lying next to me You were so close that I could reach my hand over and caress your sleeping face The soft breathing held a steady pace as you dreamed
Red they say stands for love or admiration Oh darling, my heart must have been bright red the day I saw you Yellow they say stands for optimism and cheer
 It takes time to understand what's important The needs are from what takes us apart. A thought not provoked alone but together A collective of sorts.  
In this world of grief and strife, I carry with me, my one true companion. This companion is indifference. I walk through with him, Never unhappy Never unsure
In this world of grief and strife, I carry with me, my one true companion. This companion is indifference. I walk through with him, Never unhappy Never unsure
Me me myself  me myself and... me myself and {i} I am me only me alone   You ask what I would need if I were hypothetically alone, I can only take one thing
Out of sight, Out of mind, Never to be seen. A broken memory, A broken dream. Left behind, Left to fight all alone at last, Nobody to save me from myself, Nobody to help.
I don't belong in heaven, I'm not accepted in hell, I'm neither angel, nor demon, I don't belongin the human realm. I have some power, and nothing to give. I have a life, whith nothing for which to live.
There are times   Times of happiness and times of joy. Moments that I feel like the sun.    But you can't look at the sun.    The sun It shines so endlessly, affecting everyone it touches
You are within me And though you're gone you linger Through the empty spaces Caress the tips of my fingers With a ghostlike motion So I know here it is Though I couldn't be sure
Tap, tap, tap Or rather, thud, thud, thud Lub-dub, lub-dub The throbbing beat in my chest Uncontrollably echoing the chime of the unknown Reminding me of what I have to lose
"The dreams of a girl Not her own thoughts Deeper i fell I was taught, How to kill. Only in dreams Would i see Such a thing The horror seeped through No longer i trust
I slip, the ghost of the unheard girl no one knows I climb the stairs, ascending my personal heaven I sit, reclining against my personal deity’s throne
Here there lies An empty head Where hopes and dreams Once were instead.   The blankest stare From vacant eyes Should by this point Be no surprise.   The screams and prayers
Do not cry, for to cry is weak, And I’ll not ever be weak, not around you. And hold your tongue, for words do rip, And I’ll not ever rip at you, not you.  
How strange it is to see you here, even after all these years? Come, have you, to see me now, to see me lying in my cask? Have you come to mourn me now, or have you to degrade me once more?
Salt fills the air, sand covers the ground The crashing waves are the only sound I am alone, but I have no fear It’s the present moment I shall hold dear   All pain and joy from the past years
Sand surrounding me Upon waves that seem so calm With a sky so blue as clouds ride the wind  “Ah, is this paradise, or is this reality?” A pinch in the arm, a confirmer, I can continue life
Please help me And make these shadows leave Save me from the darkest street Turn the lights back on And I'm crying Then I'm broken Shattered on the floor The mirror hides unseen faces
Tears that awakened him at night already evaporated. Filled with words that aggressively stroked his nerves. We cant forgive how lonely he gets. We cant forgive his thoughts of destruction he starts to mimic.
She disappeared into the abyss of self dout and self ridicule knowing she can't f**k up anymore cuz they won't be there and the nerves were eating out her insides She hated knowing that it was the end of it all.
She is a girl.Living off the sustenance of guys' attentions.She is hurling aroundat a million miles an hour.Out of control.But she needs it,you see.If she slows or stops,she might remember
"The girl that on one sees A season she can't control  Pent up emotion she cannot free This time it's taking it's toll Down on bended knee Not freely these tears roll The breaking burning plea
"A deadly weapon in disguise But i keep my head down Horror fills their eyes I search for patterns on the ground Bright lights fills night skies But I still feel bound I look up wishing I could fly
"Dancing shadows Deep and dark Flying arrows Met their mark Weary gallows Done their part No more follow Lost their heart Inside is hollow  They lost their spark
      " We cannot escape They are coming With poisoned words And glinting swords           We cannot escape They are marching Towards us and towards the war             We cannot escape 
"Try, just try They shout across the void But false hope,like a lie It's my mind with which they toyed But real are the tears in which i cried Am I more than a mindless droid? Not to them
"Yes your majesty You claim  But it turned to trajedy  Not fame The core left me Am i to blame? what's it bring me? Nothing but shame But when i called out Nobody came
"Just know, It wasn't your fault you left The promises you never kept The clogged up feeling deep in my chest Like my concious refuses to rest Knowing I must complete the quest
"Footsteps through the fire But I don't feel a thing  Burning even brighter I sour on angel wings Down in a ditch I can see the light If I could only reach I try with all my might
Awake...Another dream to bring me back to this cold, lonely existence Alone...Left to suffer in silence as no one will hear my cries Awake on such a night as this to ponder why...
He calls me an "old soul" 
The waves role by, one by one the sun kisses my skin with it’s warm beams,  I am stuck, not just on this refuge  but stuck with nothing but my thoughts in a whim I have no distraction, what more could I want?
As I stand in front  of you almost 18. I wonder what my life would be like. Maybe you would've  been their for every  daddy- daughter dance  that I had to  miss because 
Laughter fills the room but a place empty No flowers were to bloom Just a late night memory   They come and they go
A hundred years alone By myself Stuck in my own head No one to turn to Animals begin to speaking, Walls and furniture do too All these things my mind makes up,
My old friend... a trinket to my soul that contributes to making my life more whole.... You are a gift to me.... one I cherish very deeply. The sun is starting to rise, take my hand, together we can avoid our demise....
Self esteem fizzles, Popping bubbles like tiny glass, Shattering myself worth, The clock on the wall strikes one, Darkness makes the room gloomy everything turns grey, As I close my eyes stars,
Ghosts fade, yet memories remain laced within the final song. Voices moan as the ballad grows although, they're all long gone. Feet in time, I dance the line wanting to forget them all.
Consider the possibility that Mother Nature could verbally convey what needs be. Instructing us to split far from society Furthermore, to take our own way Directing us at all times
Without you days drag on without any meaning without you the bleak existence that I once used to cherish is now waisted wondering why  why me why was I not good enough  and why did it all have to end
Your words fell like grace and warmth They rolled down my shoulders like the water in the shower I could breathe when they consumed me I was safe as they drowned me I wanted to live inside them
She tugs at her sleeves hiding her cold, white hands. With trembling lips, she breathes. Her soul compresses, lungs collapse, heart implodes. Beautiful boys, ugly scars,
I stare into her eyes and they tell me all I need to know but I ask anyways  Why do you push me away? Why do I feel the way I do when I hold you?
Don't you hate those desperate timesWhen the rain won't quit and the sun won't shineThe hard work you do, it's always criticizedNot much like the impoverished war crime And the road alone, it sure looks tempting
The dreary darkness driftsacross the vast blue sky wispy clouds travel aroundgradually attracting another addition All but ONEa lonesome cloudstruggling silentlynobody sees a thing 
When it seems I'm alone, I'm not, I have my mind, And my soul, My morals, My life, To look back on, To hold tight, To introspect with, To think of solutions, I'm not alone.
I... developed into a wolf of smart solitude I... lurked in the background not seen nor heard I...
and I walked outside and nearly broke my neck trying to watch the stars because that’s where I came from they tell me but if the galaxies are in my bones
E! was I Green   Someone painted me in Red   I lost my naturalness   Giving rise to artifice   I was posted   On a manmade web   Alterations had I gone threw
I just turned 18 And you don't seem to want me around So I went and bought a pack of ciggs downtown But all I can think is how ashamed you'd be right now   A stiff draw The air nibbles my ears
One day I saw a person on the ground and no one stopped to help  They walked around and over and past them,  Down the street and around the corner until they were gone And this person just sat there crying and bleeding, 
Melancholia The girl with the sad eyes likes drinking wine with the moonlight. The girl with the sad eyes likes to write poems when the stars shine. Words of fire,
my safe haven has always been the library, nestled among shelves upon shelves of beautiful, beautiful books old with new and new with old a mixture of the best and the worst of society,
It is so easy for someone to play with my heart I try to protect it and keep it away from hurt But whenever it starts to peek out, for there is a ray of hope, A piece that cannot be returned is ripped away
Chatter.  Surrounded by people,  yet I sit alone.  Afraid to come undone Nobody will know how hurt I am If I don’t talk to them.  To put on a mask I mustn’t let them know:
Who am I? I am the new definition of loneliness if it ever needed one I am unseen I am alone I am unwanted Trapped in this place I can't call home, in a city so dead This is who I am  
Some people are given a superpower. A power known and wanted by many.
She tried to kill herself tonight. I know why she did that.  She's depressed and was drinking and everything just built up and then. . . Boom. On the way to the hospital She said she wanted to sleep forever.
I remember facing your house, and thinking ¨Should I visit her?¨ Like the fool I was, I thought, ¨I'll see her again.¨ And so without a second thought, I got in the car and drove off. If only I had known...
Don't know where I'm at Can't see where I'm going Nothing seems clear anymore and I'm losing my faith Hope is gone Defeat staring in my face I'm scared I pray
I thought you´d always be there I thought you´d never leave Now you’ve left me standing With my heart left on my sleeve   You swore we were forever And never will we part
Tragically beautiful,
These voices are hurting me I don't know what to do Momma can't you see I'm slowly dying next to you   These voices are killing me Why won't they go away I can't live my life
Everytime I get my hopes up It all crashes to the ground.   Everytime I let someone in My heart becomes more cold.   Everytime I am left behind Only then do i truly know
He's desperate for another m
Trapped in the darkness with nowhere to go. Searching for anwers you don't already know. Gasping for air as your mind wonders free. Fear seeps in clouding your thoughts vigorously.
I began on a rainy, cold fall night. I was an ‘accident.’ The shaking hands and rage encompassed shock of my mother. The free money and sedentary existence of my father.
When I walk to school with headphones in
I'm not a mastermind of a poet, and no one needs to tell me this  because I know it.   I write whats on my mind,  with the intention of clearing my own sky, because I need it.   
You can't take the good without the badYou can't be happy without experiencing sadConstantly fighting a battle with good and evilAlways running back and forth, two sides never equal
The faceless-ageless friends didn't find her hiding. 
My fingertips smell like stale cigarettes
Crush. Break, crumble to pieces My heart ache with pain. Though true amor, i trust it. It has not arises to the occasion. Which leads me in utter annoyance. Such beauty and hope feeling not appreciate.
Listen to the beat, the harmony of your soul Where you eat and be in deep slumber It is telling you something So tap into your voice Let me hear that sweet synod
I see them together.
I am falling off the deep end, Soundlessly but quick. I am tumbling to my death, In a stream of unwritten words. I am stumbling through the night, Lonely and terrified.
Setting in the dark head full of thoughts the voices are screaming and screaming who are you? Do you even recognize this horrible being you call yourself?
So long I have lived in pain Yet he just now can see All the pain and grief That consumes all of me   How can I be happy When I’ve only ever been hurt Instead of vowing to heal my scars
  hands out with your palms up burned and bruised as you're reaching for love that isn't even there   arms aching  outstretched  for so long years and years
I wear a mask on the hottest day, in the middle of winter. Everyday. I cannot go without my smiling mask. I bring it with me where ever I go. "Why?", some will ask. To hide a secret within.
I am one
There are two pieces of me,One of which you'll never see.It's shattered and broken-And shall remain unspoken.  
I used to believe in a close happy family But now I've been awakened and feel so alone I always dreamt of staying together But I never dreamt of departing our ways
Take the hurt and leave the heal... Give me something I can feel.. Leave the sorrow, leave the pain, bring me something I can gain. Take my life dont leave me here, and if you wont then take the fear
betrayal and aching in your lungs the last half-sip of wine no u-turns   one missing stitch   bleeding ink on left hands whys and what-ifs alone at a table
I tried so hard to stay by your side
Eyes made of ice, And a heart made of stone. Everybody hates her, She knows she's alone.   All she wishes for, Is a single friend who cares. One who comforts her,
I am not my disorder, I am not alone in my fight, I am a force to be reckonned with, I am one that stands tall in the light, I am not a kicked puppy, I am not a shattered looking glass,
They say a pictures worth a thousand words But the pictures got ripped and burned Flood up and torn Natural disasters And man made lures Hands of the evil Minds of the fools Forgotten
I don't want to be that girl the one in the way or the one who cries from the pain.
When we are left empty, lying on the floor, the only way to have hope,
The soft ring of a baby's laughter, a smile the lips were always after. A miracle one heart beats,
I spend yet another night, jonsing for a kiss only you can give me, longing to be held only in your arms, wanting to cling onto you and lay down in our blissful silence, saying so much but at the same time, not much at all.
Where do you go when you want to be alone? There are a thousand places in the world i call home.  Some I have only been to in my mind. Others are high rocks reached after a climb.
I sit here alone.Sadder than my mind allows.Alone... With someone who hates me.That I can never seem to get rid of.Abused... By my own thoughts.That fold me into olbivion.
Fallen, have you? Thats alright. You'll still live To see the light. Lost your place? Turn around. I'll be there, Then you're found. Blurry vision? Take a breath.
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The townsfolk think I'm crazy. The townsfolk think me mad. Just because I spend some time talking to these lads.   They really are good company, I like them quite a lot.
You’re so alone.   It doesn’t matter that you are surrounded by people. That many care about you.  
i can be alone; i have been alone for quite some time; it’s fine, i will be  alone, but don’t worry.
Oh pale little lark, Where is your heart? Has it been washed away, On the ship of today? Tiny, sweet mother Growing sick of her brother. Tears run down the face,
A split in the ice,
3am
I am no stranger to solitude. Him and I, we are old friends, reacquainted as the day draws to an end once more. He doesn't take kindly to other people, so he only makes his appearance when I am alone.
  A fatherless showdown. He is around but he’s not. His ghost still creeps in his body,
Abandoned Deserted Isolated Solitary Solo On your own By yourself You are your own company Everyone’s felt this before You know it’s true
It's 2 a.m., on a cloudy night as the man trudges down the street. He looks at the ground, then over his shoulder as he stumbles over his feet.   In his hand, an almost-empty bottle of Jack
Do we ever feel alone? yes. Do we ever feel forgotten? yes. Have we ever gotten help? no. Have your friends ever offered help? yes, but I think I don't need it.  
Colours we strive to leave behind, Hope of a future beyond our lives. A legacy at the mercy of future generations, It's the only variation.  
In the darkness you can see not a soul see not a soul but your own so there you are alone with familiar stranger feeling like you're in danger surrounded by who knows what the mystery weighs way too much
The cold and the confusion. The overlooked and the overdoses. The solemn and the silence. The fatigued and the forgotten. This is the only world I know.  
My th
Conflicted
I've kept quiet for months thinking I got better, thinking "this is fine now, I'm fine now, life is decent now."  Oh a fool with eyes shut and ears covered knows just as well as I do this is long term.
Alone You think you are But you're not. While you're in that dark corner Holding your legs that are folded to your chest Staring into the darkness Straining to see where your fear lies
Perhaps it is human nature to seek out hidden things? Or is it just to reach for things unseen? The mysteries of the mind are unsolved, and will remain as such.
Only a year ago I was different
In a land of misfit toys I stand alone but at first you would not think, for i am surrounded
I am alone in this.
You say I'm not alone but My tears pool And drop to the floor None next to me to hear My sobs None next to me to soothe My pain racked body The blood drips To splat on the ground
I needed
Bless her little heart  She gets scared at night Black ghost, black souls, black places she doesn't even know Bless her little heart, she's all on her own   She feels it's hands creeping around her ankles 
It's weird to feel your chest ache,
They said, "you can be anything you want to be."
My heart is a dull thud in my chest. Drained from all life, it struggles to beat once, twice,
No one listen, No one hear, No one look ,in case you disappear.   No one pray for,  No one to cry, No one to wait for with hopes kept high.   No one to miss, No one to kiss,
Here's to the empty human bodies who are numb to the feeling of their soul To the empty-headed, who I 
sound wave
Now it's been weeks since I have shed a tear for "you," But tonight I saw a distant memory that carried me away, Into a deep blue sky of long-past, whimsical dreams I once shared with a girl I once knew.
Tired of trying alone,
Eyes wide open,seem focused and all
Isn’t her smile radiant? Doesn’t it shine so bright? Can’t you see she’s happy?  
Kyle was love.When my heart was shattered into a million pieces,Kyle mended each broken fragment.When my mind grew incapable of functioning,Kyle thought for me.When my feet grew weary,Kyle walked for me.
A faint mysterious cloud rolls overhead. Darkness comes along leaving room for regret.   Memories engulfed with tiny drops of rain, Slowly warning this is no ordinary day.  
the broken glass from the picture frame you see the family photo did not describe me the broken glass did each broken piece is I i touch i bleed you talk i listen the sent of burning things the blood that kills me
I looked into her eyes and she said the words that I knew were coming they were the dreaded words that no person in love should have to endure but every man must "I think we need to take a break" 
    We’re all on that rocking boat, Rockin’ restlessly through high tides, a conveyor belt that empties the dreadful soul with no other way. I can’t see farther ‘cause my vision’s too blurry.  
I’m mental. I’m losing what’s left of my rapidly deteriorating mind. Its hard to understand a basket case. No one really does.
All these crazy things,
Bright, big smile.
Unfortunate. She drowns in the depths of depression. Necessity. She needs to get away. Escape. She vies for freedom. Personality. What's that?
I've been searching for hours, to find a reason why. It's 2 A.M. and I'm running circles in my mind. I whisper prayers that go unheard. I wonder when my thoughts will turn. To happy days
She needs a sensitive soul. A gentle touch. A loving heart.
All she ever knew
Don't fight me cause I'm noone.I'm the face u see when u look n the mirror.I'm the light that shines to the darkness but yet im noone.I'm something to someone but noone to myself.I'm
Flowers have been planted in my heart Roots intertwineing with my veins pulling them apart Seeds burrowed deep inside my chambers The planters thinking they are doing me a favor Some stay and help them grow
I feel sick. Sick of myself. Sick of my life.
I stand alone
Do you see me?
Friends are those who claim to have your back
Here I sit all alone No one to talk to No one to relate to Wishing that one day I won't have to feel sad One day, maybe I'll find someone to love me Or just maybe be alone forever.
Mama once told me “You’ll never find love If you can’t love yourself.” Maybe try to look like you care.” She left me in the bathroom Crying while I brushed my hair out. Mama said to me,
I think I started my new life As an anorexic angel. I woke up to my chapped pink lips Breathing snow that looked like ash
Who am I behind the camera lens?  I constantly take pictures with my friends. Everyone that looks at my Instagram  thinks I'm going ham.
Choice  
Behind every filter which drapes imperfections, Lies you. Behind every word or argument you feel, Lies you. Behid every tear or aching, Lies you. But who are you? Who am I?
A stab in the heart from the blade you called love You said sweet things to my face then turn around and switched up Whats real & whats fake? In this time I couldn't tell
Yep.  Broken. Scared. Hopeful? Tired. Alone. Curious. Sad. Hopeful. Sad.
I ask you to listen to me You hear my words but you only hear, not listen You have not done what I've asked I ask you to care for me You care about me but only to an extent You have not done what I've asked
I can't cry. I sit amongst pillars of stone My mind is empty The pillars whisper things unknown I'm left in my thoughts They scare me Because they're empty
Eyes all on me
I see you   In a clear compact box
  Got on a plane and of course my first thought was you Memories of how you said you'd never leave I told you not to make promises you couldn't keep But you did it anyway
There was a chair that lied there so bare that you were supposed to fell.
It's a big world for sure. There's no doubt about that And honestly, that's ok.  Except for my loneliness.   What with the world being so big.
Somewhere in this crawl space that we call a brain,
Hey again.    It's just me. I got nothing to say No games to play No place to lay It's only me.   Im here by myself.
Yeah I know. This is supposed to be hard. This ridiculousness Has to get me Thinking I really miss this thing I felt. She Ain't gonna be my missis
I smile in hope they will stop staring. I smile in hope that they will see the beauty I see when I look in the mirror. I smile in hope to make someone's day.
I feel the warmth of strangers voices but I know I am alone.     In a semi coma a darkness pulls me under, to a sea of thought.    I wonder why can't I fell each snow flake land on my skin. 
Aggregation. No, irritation. No, Completly annoyed. NO! none of this even comes close to describing how i feel, because being invisible isn't something that words can describe. Someone already claimed you as their own, but i wanted you.
No one ever told me what i'd be facing today
She asked.
Happiness and Joy errupt like a geyser at Yellow Stone,
I stand with others
The sickness in my stomach Matches the sickness in my head And the aching in my head Matches the sching in my body And the hurting in my body Matches the hurting in my heart  
Things aren't right but you can't tellIt's like I'm trap all alone in this cell
I don't want to doit. I woudn't.I won't,that's the easyway out.But sometimes whenthe pain is too muchI don't think I'd mindif you did it to meinstead.
One stepand I felldown,down,into the dark.You promisd youwould save me,keep me afloat.But I remember thoselies well,as the tears floodeverything I know.
How much canI take? The drinksdon't drown me likeI hope they would.You killed me whenyou killed us. Youbroke me downwhen you dropped me fordiamonds.I don't shine or sparkle
Why is itthat I'm always therefor you? But whenI need you mostyou're a thousand milesaway.
Sick of this era’s categorization, overanalyzation, and hasty labeling of human beings.   They label us all smoothing stickers over our names,
I thought i could Trust you, To help take away the pain, But as the nights grow colder, And the days grow shorter, Your starting to fade away, Like an old Memory!
What am I underneath it all? I am afraid, of new, of alone, of failure.
If I saw a person and it was me I wouldn't  feel nothing because I don't regret what I see in front of my eyes.
Cold plastic is what I see It’s all you will ever be Whispers and actions Divides our “family” into factions Rumors and back-stabbing Anger from her blabbing “Second family” yeah right
Throughout history, there have been observers. There have been overseers. There have been sideliners. I am. The world moves on with constant motion. Oppression running wild without submission.
Writer's Note: I wrote this when I was young and realized even when your a grown adult you still dont undestand true family value.
But I'm probably just rambling to air at this point.  No matter how prolific,
ALONE Alone, always alone I suffer. Suffer, every moment in pain. Pain, as my spirit is broken. Broken-hearted, in the depth of love.
F is friends who dont talk to you. U is for ur alone. N is for never having any plans at all, all you do is sit at home.
I am a she
to speak but cannot form the words that would fulfill my thoughts desire. to gain freedom but scared to face the breakout of war against another. yes, yes this is how you and i must feel, this is how you and i try to explain,
There’s a difference between being lonely and being  
The world was spinning, or maybe it wasn't, maybe it was all just in the young woman's imagination
3 a.m. knocks and awakes my fear. soft plush droplets  sparkle the stars, gliding down a glass cold water. Quite stale from a few hours  sitting on the bedside.
I thought of you today in the midst of fog and haze and though I try to forget your name, I thought of you today.   It's like this every year and a change is not so near
Demons live But not at night;
I met a guy who made me believe
The tumor is here The tumor is there There will be pain Coursing threw your vain Don’t give in Because there are two ends
At one point in time we believe we are the center Whether it was while we were younger and ignorant Or hundreds of years ago when man was just learning  
Look beyond my tattoo of a smile
Many girls all dream for this thing:
Tears don't mean sad or pain, Isn't even flow from wounded heart... Tears are way to express joy and sad... Emotion charged when fervently warmed... In Very sad or Ecstatic joy, 
No more it's all just a droneful abandoned plea of me to me for me by me to not be alone anymore. To have  one but  none I suppose? Or does it trace
Symbols never die... Their meaning never fades, Meanings though, change But they still stay Everything stands for something, Yet I don't know what I truly stand for Bravery, Courage, Truth
How can I face the world When monsters roam 'round? This world is so blurry, And I'm making no sound.   These monsters are huge Much greater than I But as I stand scared
I DO THINGS FOR OTHER PEOPLE  JUST TO MAKE THEM SMILE OR LAUGH BUT DEEP INSIDE I KNOW IM NOT HAPPY I  PUT UP A FAKE SMILE ALMOST EVERYDAY MY FAKE SMILE MAKES ME FEEL WEAK AND WEAKER 
Monday through Friday I race the sun awake. Shower, makeup, give my hair a shake. I dress for an interview, yet it’s my every day apparel.
I don't know what I'm doing here.
 I am alone in a school full of kids  I am aone in a house filled with my family I m alone while hanging out with friend
The pounding in my head won’t go away The rush, the high, flying None of it will go away The rush, the rush, it’s supposed to end The night over, the day breaking --but fuck that why end it early?
I wait, stagnant like the water beside a dam, wanting to move forward, but I can't.  Not yet. I am stuck. Restricted. Where did my voice go? It used to verberate so loudly through the mountain tops,
VII
I fight my way through your Loquacious verbiage And open facade Of a closed door, Searching for entry To your ego I give respect for your walls And take care To walk around,
 
Neglect–ed Ringed out with blood and stretch marks. Wrinkles written in between the crevices of my eyes. They sting and burn. Fighting, fighting, and falling. I kept falling. I failed.
This thin comforter doesn’t hold me right It could never come close to comparing to your arms But given the circumstances I guess it will have to do
Silverstein wrote a poem                                                                                                                           I like to think just for me,
Redheaded girl, who sits and waits, For the days of cold to be over. Whispers of other student's rates, On the always unnoticeable cover.   The pain she feels is always real,
Me. Who am I underneath this costume? They want to define me. I let them. Family is the world. Suffocated by loving arms. I'm cute. I'm smart. I'm gentle, docile,
I'm always thinking and I'm dreaming I'm always creating and my eyes are gleaming  With the thoughts of what can be and what will My optimism is why I cannot keep still and some people wonder where it comes from
Inspiration is the key, to get past the heavy door
On the outside, i am sweet And on the inside i am obscene Yet in my heart, I am confused Because i doubt i am truly either Either way i am lost But my Shepard in the dark guides me
Her
She was beautiful  She was wrapped in a blanket of beauty with a dazzle of sparkle  The sparkle you could see in her eyes when her crush walked by
Outside is an illusion, While inside shows reality. Outside is accepted and liked, While inside is hidden and safe.   Inside is tainted with past mistakes, Embarrassed of weak moments.
Imagine this You're in a room with no doors, windows, or anyway of escape. The room is filling with smoke and its becoming harder and harder to see and breathe.
No one is listening No one really cares No one can see me No one is there No one makes me laugh No one sings me songs No one likes my jokes No one plays along
                         a                      wish                    fills my                   mind. It                 closes   in                 on the  dark  
You're dropping "I'm sorry" like I'm still around.I don't care how you feel. I don't care about your excuses.You took for granted all the times I never let you down.
The guard is up No one can get in No one can see what I feel I don't want to see your face with pity clear upon it.   I built this guard many years ago When you shattered my heart
Why do I feel so alone yet I steadily push people away I say what I feel at the moment yet don't mean what I say  in my heart But my world is ripping apart from everywhere and everything
No one is looking for me.   I haven't disappeared, but why can't they see me?   That's alright, I'm not hoping to be found,   I already found myself
it sucks to be so alone, I remember when i was young it was just me and my brother leo, hardly any parents and its harsh to be on your own when you fall into that chicago snow, nobody wants to lend you a hand,
A lovely day, Dull yet gay, For a peace Prevailed.   But all was gone In the blink of an eye.
her life isnt as perfect as it seems its filled with false hopes and fucked up dreams and when she searched the world she failed to find her  one  and only  piece of mind
Just eighteen, oh so young, but all bulged up. Her mom will slap her, her dad will kill her. Her boyfriend will not even see her. She looks at the pile of books and articles on her desk, so messed up like her life.
  Life is complicated, confusing, nurturing, pleasant.
Perhaps one of the reasons  I like Halloween so much is because I feel more at home.
I'm so lost. I'm so weak. Everything I thought I once knew is now gone, its all down the drain. I feel so alone. I feel forgotten. No one care for the way they make me feel anymore.
The cello sat in the corner Dim charcoal cords run down its spine Still untouched and without pure rhyme Like a sparrow, whose lost their voice
They are all starting to evolve to become happy and involved i have been left before but never have i thought by them they don't even know but this distance is beginning to grow
whats this? its only just a claim whats that?  its only just a shame whos this? oh shes just a ghost a conversation with a ghost?  yes only because a ghost listens the most? hows that ?
whats this? its only just a claim whats that?  its only just a shame whos this? oh shes just a ghost a conversation with a ghost?  yes only because a ghost listens the most? hows that ?
I've become so alone, my mind has created these pale faces
You strum the strings of m
A smile covers the face of a boy from a broken home,
Behind the iron curtain Silence extends untamed And occasionally I mingle but It matters not who knows my name. Darkness decends As the blocks of color shift Displaying my change of emotion
It fills the air around, Though it is empty. Doesn't make a sound, Engraved in the memory.   It is constantly wanted, And by some, not.
The sun that rises every morning day, The light illuminates my precious way, The tennis court becomes my second home, Whether outside or in an indoor dome. I play for joy, for love, for sport, for peace,
There's regret and remorse then trying to forget and move foward, but all of this time I'm thinking...
World i cant count you, but you got this tendency of wanting me to be down for you, maybe im just lazy, Whitney get your shit together, you and these bitches you counting On, yall aint gone be shit together, sorry for the cursing but I'm telling
When the ocean is far awayand the wind is full of sand instead of salt,I dive back into the green pools offorgotten peace in your eyes.I swim through lakes of cheap vodkaand expensive memories.
I believe that I am a damaged girl. A girl who wanted others to be happy but herself. I am like a hidden book. I was ready to be read, but dusted on the shelf. I am the rusted pennies who wanted to be held and known as wealth,
Eventually it gets old You get tired of arguing just to have a conversation Your throat is still sore from yelling at the top of your lungs just to make sure your voice is heard
  Always Longing for  One touch Never within reach and Everyday the process begins again
Somedays I walk alone Not like I plan to or anything Just, I want to be alone Different minds, don't think a like Same minds, think alike I won't do drugs or drink Plus, if I smoke or even get near it
First impression Seems to be the best But why do I find it So hard to rest Late night thoughts  On my mind Its those same thoughts That take all the time Is time running out
Leaving others to take your place Oh how it feels to walk around bearing your face So these letters come, but what does it equal? Because I remember when I needed my father but you needed a needle
I am scared and alone I wonder what death feels like I hear snickers and whispering at all times I see hatrd in the mirror I want to be numb I am scared and alone   I pretend that I am happy
So I say goodbye to the daylight, To the sun I bid adieu,
Tears begin in her dead green eyes which fall and shatter like glass. Her heart had frozen long ago. On her face, She wears a mask.   To them She smiles; I see Her frown.
I see you. I hear your words. I feel your tears as they fall, forbidden from your eyes.   Oh how your sadness consumes you. Outside lies the false imagery of peace.
That's a start - in the room of my heart. My thoughts do not contain certitude, For there stands before me a physical facsimile Of you. Except lacking your attitude. Your timorous tone, You threw,
In a sea of people, In a crowd of friends, Too busy to notice Where am I? I am alone. Alone, In a sea of people, In a crowd of friends.
 1 Roses are red Violets are blue  your curtins are opend  and im watching you     2  Twinkle Twinkle little star i want to hit you with my car 
Alone. Surrounded by many But yet so alone   Confused. Scared. Tired.   Done. That word It’s scary   So many meanings That one simple word can hold
Living in a room where  nobody knows who you are  And what you are thinking about  Feeling depressed, having anxiousties  about what will happen  if I wasnt living on this earth 
You are the monster under my bed.
  Pushed out into this lonely and cold world I hide the true me
  Oh, the battles one fights in this life I was given
Oh! Bringer of water, thou hast lost me! Why must I cry for help that fades Into a deeper abyss I flee
Hold it. Girl, hold the smile. Hold the pain for a little while. A while longer,  and they'll see... But then fear gets the best of me. Hold it. Must hold them up.
Do you ever feel alone? Like the world is on your back, but you have no one to bear it with you. And you struggle and struggle, but you can't fight it on your own. Then someone comes
I guess I didn't know how to love myself. The things you said you saw... I always did think you were delusional. For I am not beautiful, I am not worthy of Want.
Sometimes we find that our lungs collapse,  our minds wrap around the idea of relapse. We fall to the ground and gasp for air,  why, oh God, is this life not fair?  With hands on our hearts and a knot in our chest,
Fair-weather sweetheart Hide behind your porcelain makeup Cozy and cuddling in an oversized sweater Fearing the touch of skin when she wakes up Expecting more I love you buts and you deserve betters
Loneliness is illness A silent danger   If left untreated, May prove to be fatal   Symptoms include Wishful thinking, an ache   Somewhere in the thoracic cavity
pink Pink is happy, pink is love, pink makes me feel up and above, pink is innocent , pink is the butterflies you get in your stomach when something great occurs,
We fought I left you didn't run after me. I ran to fast, finding a path for me. I threw the bottle and watched it shater. I saw that one piece that shined and went after. They don't know how I stay sane.
It's not darkness; there's no lightswitch
I am only a girl,a girl with a heartand a soul made of glass.   A girl who walks alone,keeping to herself.I am just a mysteryto the world passing by.  
There are no words left to clear this fog in my head. 
  Do you really love her? Do you really care? I could love her better. Why are you even there?   I care about her as a person, I don't just love her booty!
Shes beautiful and strong . She gave us life and is wise when to take it. She loves you even if you attack her. She gives to us, even when we steal from her. She tries to warn us but we won't listen.
I'm not okay But would you ever know? I paint on a face And walk around An empty shell Of what was one Shaky smiles Confused for laughter Red eyes For sleepless nights
One No one can feel the dark rivers of hatred flooding my soul Two No one knows about the bloody tears shed late at night Three No one cares about my consideration of my own destruction Four
I'm that weird girl that sits in the back The quieter you are the less attention you attract Though I'm not the only one who would rather it dark At times I find those with that same unique heart  
  For what is a heart if it is not brave?   What is it for   if not for feeling   the courage to invite every stranger   into Its home   To
If my body could talk Laughter would erupt from within and flood the air "Why do such random and strange thoughts race through your mind?" "Thanks for all the terribly fatty food that tastes amazing."  
You think I am scared of you but I am just too tired for it You think you have power over me But I have the power to walk away You have many friends But i always walk alone
I cry when no one's watching. So they never hear my tears.    I wait 'til they have gone, 'til it's silent.       'til the silence screams at me.        I yell back.               And cry.
With every word they say Her heart breaks a little more She only wants to break away A way to stop feeling sore Shes sitting in her room now Her eyes are empty, hollowed out She can't take it
From start to finish, I wonder why The cuts look good in this messed up lie The blood that trickles down my arm People all stare at the girl who self harms ¨The freak¨ they call me I turn to my name
Another cut, to distract the pain, Another pill, just to keep sain  Alive, but dead in a tormenting  Hell Kowing, you'll never fully get well Scaring away the few that stood by
An isolated graveyard only death to keep his guard willow trees rustle and moan grieving for decaying bone spirits hiding in the mist just the souls of the pain-kissed hiding behind name-carved stone
What do I leave for myself when the world has rung me dry. What have you left me with when you've picked me clean. Call me a broken down shelf, a tired little thing.
This earth is being attacked by what we produce And we live as if there is nothing wrong
Came in a text message I couldn't do nothing but stay still in silence thinking it's a joke  I felt used where the values of my heart didn't have no artificial price tag
The candle flame burns too hot. The flickering of its wic dances in the over heated breeze. This breeze offers no respite from the smoldering need.
When you read my words maybe you’ll feel my happiness and you’ll remember the night when we talked for hours with no curfew to stop us. It was lovely, but you weren’t really there. -
My mind kills me When I'm sitting all alone My stomach aches My skin tears But it's my thoughts That cut down to the bone   Nobody can see How much I cry at night
I am nothing, nothing, nothing.
There's a home in my head Less of a house, more of a shack It has me pounding on the walls Knuckles and plaster start to crack And as I'm bleeding from my hands At the hand of your words
I could say,   "Mama, Mama, Mama, come help me"   but you are so busy living out a Colorado fantasy
      Do you breathe in whistles, sir? Because every time I walk by that is all I hear.
Hey, how are you? 
Straight up walking with that Filipino-rooted feet My mind wanders off in a whirlwind But this ain’t really about my origins right now But it’s about me currently
Blind. Blinded by the sound of nothing. Silence. Breath. Slam. Bang. Click. The intesity builds. Lights come into focus. Shadows. Anxious feet. Steady.
  The cold pillow is engulfed around your face, full of tears, full of dreams and memories shattered.
You stand in front of the mirror, wondering where everything went wrong. You used to be so put together, so strong, so outgoing. Now, you're just a shell of that person.
So I lie here thinking, not doing, just thinking
Each moment completely whole   Each breath cherished   Each touch filled with joy    Each kiss remembered   Each smile because you're here
Is different from lonely I do not mind being alone I do mind being lonely  
there's something obscure about closure and asking for help ten years ago I would have shied away ten years today I'm still ashamed though, and when I write or take pictures, or try to play the guitar
Who can you tell Who can you trust In a world full of emptiness and lust Will they ever love you Will they ever understand Coming from a world with no helping hand How can they see
Introducing: the storm that brews in her mind... It's force and undying winds become too much to bear Left her drained, dry, just an empty shell A foggy reflection, an expressionless stare  
My friends don’t know it, And I can never say.   Because when their world come tumbling down, I’m there. And if not me then someone. Always.   I’m grown up and strong,
Lying awake while nosie in the background fills the space in my mind, putting off the feelings I've felt on the surface to bring the dark ones to light I'm scaring myself tonight  
When I am able, I speak my mind. But mostly, I am silent. Their Judgment will be final so I stay away. Only to find thier eyes back on me. I try to be noticed in positive ways,
7pm on a Friday night, the breeze blowing through my skirt.
I pushed to hard I've gone too far There's no turning back and redemption to be had It's not fair I've come too far to have it end in dispair Blood, sweat, and tears my worst fear
Lone Wolf   Wandering among a forest of pines And through the chilling snow Trying to find a place of warmth
Long before I had begun to know i had a fear of growing old i counted the days that have come to pass Here all alone In the Back Trapped inside my head Desperately trying to escape
Blue streak on black hair
I stand on the cliffs rough edge, A pack of wolves gathering behind me, And so I have a choice, Just one simple choice: Stay or jump, Jump or stay? If I stay, I'm eaten alive
Lonely is not a word that I like to hear,  it echos in the vast silences that are filled by lies,  Lonely is a storm shadow cast over an empty jungle gym,  
All you see is the exterior form Instantly you judge me by my face, clothes and background Yeah I'm different, isn't everyone? Flawed human beings we are Hiding behind, creating an illusion
It was a joke Such a cruel, sick joke The type of joke that your best friend pulls on you When you are sleeping
Don't think you can ignore me Walk out of the door and out of my life I looked up to you and thought of you twice To me you were everything, the reason I lived and breathed
You are the sunshine i am the rain i just wanted You to be mine but You were avoiding pain  
The visible me is protection. But not my protection. Yours. It is better to see me as I am; good student, good grades, good manners, good. The visible me is protection.
I never thought I'd see the day; Where I'd struggle to find the words to say; But you leave me pondering, yet breathless; I can't hold it back, I must confess this; Your eyes read a book, yet you remain a mystery;
4:30a.m. GET UP! Shower,dry,makeup,put on a sweater and jeans and boots You're beauti.... 6:50 a.m. Wipe tears 7:20 a.m. Go to school Eyes..whispers..
My little sister hides from me But she can not hide her pain Always followingAlways shadowing
breathe the sadness that stitches your ribs together and choke on the chances you missed  
  A puppeteer strings an open mouth, She is me, and I am her.   Tells me what to say− Obedient, teeth clacking.                                                   Indecent
The Antithetic Leaf   Come on...blow me away; Get me off of this tree;
Left with a broken smile, A twisted girls mind Can take you a mile Through the decisions she's made She's haunted by pain Brought to light to see The only good decision she ever made
She was locked in her cage
I could stay up all night with my knees to my chin And whisper about the conundrum I'm in.
They say that the pen is mightier than the sword; But the only blood that can be spilled is from the writer herself, The battles waged are those within, And the King served is one unknown. Shrouded and covered.
This is one who creates, who tries to thrive, especially because she was dropped into the fierce tidewaves and learned to dive.
I'm hurting I'm crawling I can't find my heart I know you have it but it's falling apart you don't see but I'm crying and dying inside When did I get so low? When did I give you so much control?
The most difficult year in ones high school years Scholarships, exams, and tuiton Things that get us down, make us stressed Difficult but worth it  
Why the fuck do we need money to help people with injuries or illnesses? Why can't all of the countries around the world make an agrrement to make health care free?
We Aren't Meant To Be Alone
We sit face to face,but there is something in the way. An object that gives you satisfaction, its in my face and your eyes are lost and I wonder is this gonna work.
I feel entirely empty, so lost & distant; You leave me nothing, but a reminiscent; I hear your name and my heart skips beats; I try to cope, but always experience defeat;
My time is coming, I cannot
Risk this is more than a word this is the sweat that trickles down your skin and play with your nerves this word leave people speechless scared to move on a foot on the week and
One day we'll live together, he promised. One day we'll see each other every day, he promised. One day we'll kiss each other every night, he promised. Until that one day never came. 
It was the boys in my eighth grade class The boys in my eighth class I couldn't seem to get past the way they laughed at me.  The way they laughed you knew that they were laughing at you 
Some times I feel useless unimportant ugly depressed and alone no one loves me every time something happens I am the blame they judge me for who I am
I am afraid. I am afraid of everything. I'm not afraid of spiders, snakes, or tigers.
  Controlled, calm a very steady mind. Fooled under pressure hidden over time. Hunted by shadows, a very cunning kind. Am I greater or am I leaser, these thoughts drown my soul.
The Fearful TreeBy,Daniel Naglowsky, Jr.As his life begins, the tree is just a seedPetite and desolate, he will soon be like a weedAn unfavorable feeling is his only emotion
Sometimes you meet a girl And you try to imagine what she's truly like. You don't know. I think that it's harder to meet the real, "Someone" because people are so guarded today.
She was a sad girl Although, no tears fell from her eyes. Her sadness was hidden Her smile full of lies.   She had so many dreams
Held back by our own limitations,so we start on our medications.Arguments fought through litigations,never considering the implications.  
One. Today my boyfriend wanted to have sex. As we sat in his truck he tried explaining to me why this is a good idea. Two. “Come on baby,” He tried guilting me into it. Three. “We’ve been dating for 3 months,”
You feel it, like sweet kisses upon your skin. Kisses you yourself have never known, but still imagine.
You are an imperfection
Man have to know what's alone is.
    When she lys in bed asleep
"Forgotten to become "   Disperse
Crying in my room. I just want to be accepted. Just want to be loved. I don't know why it has to be like this. With so many people that already can't stand me. How could I ever show them the real me?
The rush you give me is addictive.
It's a lonely day when i don't see or talk to you
I feel alone, in the most populated places in the world I feel sad that im misunderstood I didnt know how bad it was to be livin in the hood. School motivates me to succeed 
Why don't you come on down to my place?/Just take a seat in the chair by my suitcase/Find that space next to the wall/Though I've been here before, I haven't seen it all/Like the wind, I move from place to place/The only constant is my suitcase/T
If you can't read the photo it goes-   Here I sit in this rut once more, waiting, longing. I wish I could stop but it only goes just, beat, beat, beat. And the raging thump continues just
He struggles to find his place in this world But for putting up walls, he should get an award Because the only person he shares his feelings with Would never even be able to understand it  
The fires burn in the distance nowyet he feels better, some howGasoline and matches, his keys to freedom
Why did you leave me behind? Was is becase of your pain? Or was it because of mine? I wish you could of talked to me, before you left me behind. I miss you daily,
Everyone leaves. No one dwells past what they have to. They run never thinking of you. Leaving you with no one left to turn to. If a color was you, then you would be blue.
I am alone A single soul Who's heart is cold Bound by the thought of everyday madness Kept awake by the sobs of every night sadness  The tears feel like fire upon my eyes The days end in long sighs
As the years go by She grows with the changes of life Her simple worries and fears Turning into grave strife   No longer a little girl Believing in fairytales they would tell Stuck in her mind
Pounding head
It's so easy to get sucked into
Look before you leap That's what my mother used to say to me
The tiny tears slide down her face Alone and hopelessly Searching for a single trace Of whom she used to be Carefree, innocent girl Untouched by the evil unseen Now corrupted by the world
It really doesn’t hurt, But yes, I know my weight. I see the way I look, And I see you looking too.   It really doesn’t hurt, Besides, even I make jokes, My odd shape is comedy gold,
For all the love I have to give No one can learn to live with it I'm restless, weary and fading Straining to remain the same Another date, another day No love shines in this shade
Sitting in a dusky room all by herself   The words repeatedly playing in her head “it will be as if I never existed” She curls up in a ball trying to pull herself together
Everything I say is wrong So i've been staying quiet Not speaking for so long
The girl who seduces everyone that's who I was trying to be I ended up with troubles
  Childhood last for so many years, but not very long The mind of a child lives on for so long, Until the age that you spawn as you no longer are considered a child by law
I feel. Unspoken words I feel a wrath beyond my state   Whether to a walk with or without I can't let go. I can't do so The dark throughout the void
Ongoing War
What have I done?  The person I loved…cold, limp, and lifeless…is before me.  The person I loved is calling out for help… no one can hear… I took no action.  I watched the person I loved… die before my eyes.  I look at my arms… splattered with bl
Blind Ambition Keeps me wishin' I had someone like You   Orange burst of passion Purple mist
Abandoned yet hopeful,
  Hello, hello, is there anyone here. Please hear my cries if there’s anyone there. Oh dear God, what have I done?
I advised myself to write the things I couldn't say, or wouldn't say out loud on this paper.
Masters of Darkness. Assassination specialists. Asia's most feared Assassins. Hiding their faces from society.
no no no ! it cant be happening again PLEASE NO ! leave me alone, get your hands off me, please leave me alone ! deep breaths, sweating, the hands reaching out of the walls
no no no ! it cant be happening again PLEASE NO ! leave me alone, get your hands off me, please leave me alone ! deep breaths, sweating, the hands reaching out of the walls
I cannot let me feel To feel is to hurt Hope turns black with each shedding tears What once felt excitement is only filled with dread I cannot escape this prison I made for myself
Imagine, during the first few months of when you first understood what words, languange, and feelings were you were called ugly. Imagine how for the next years of your life you were reminded of how ugly you were.
This hair is not going to do, these bodies all irregular to mine.
Alone. Alone is how I feel when there's no one near, alone is how I hate to be. And when there's tears coming down and my smile is upside down, I hate that it's just me.
Why can't things be. What they used to be. When I felt special. Around you. Guess things got too serious. Thought we could both bring the best out. In both of us. But I feel so alone.
Can you hear me? The one who is supposed to care for me though all that I do. Can you hear me?
Old structure stands solid of stone Old structure  sits all alone 
It's been another long night With another hard fight That I endure alone Because so few know And nobody cares That my skin tears When I'm left to myself Because there is nobody else
It's like a parasite  Feeding on all my energy.  I'm consumed, engulfed by your love While you are merely floating in it. Why is it that we dont share the same fate?
Leave me, I'm hurt can't you see? From the harsh words you've said to me, I'm fed up with the tears,
I am always lingering, never speaking When I am speaking, no one is listening,
Alone. Alone. Alone.    He walks away slowly, lost but not gone. My face burns with acid; my fists are solid stone.   Alone. Alone. Alone.   
Is it not enough for you that you've ripped my heart out already. You fucking broke it and now you have to step on every single one of the pieces too? Was it never enough for you to just know that I loved you?  
We're all fucking alone and I hate being reminded of it.   Leave me And then come back showing me pictures and videos of you without me.   Leave me And then never reply to my
people tend prey on the weak ones as much as they hate to confess.
Forget Me Not *controversial*    Morning sickness brings the blues, Monthly cycle is overdue. She was drunk that night, Flinging morals in the wind,
Small Doll chips away, Small Doll likes the fray, Small Doll knows nothing, But the sad decay,
Is it time for feeding? Because you gather around me, Feasting upon my looks,
There is a river inside of me, It always flows, impossibly deep As it holds all I can be My dreams, my passions, memories The water is cold; It chills my bones No one knows where it flows, 
Mono-one, s
I'll explain, and I'll try not to weep as I speak. But please listen, and don't ridicule me. Things occur for a reason just like the transitions in every season. The love I have for Him has sprouted up, and will not wilt.
The Closet   There is the universe. Inside that universe is the solar system,
Goodnight, Moon Eyes, I guess our stars are gone And although I'm just a black hole, I know you could be my sun
Everyone is alone
You can find me where the dust sparkles in the window from the sun's rays You can find me- there   I'll be hiding beside the curtain blending into the wall
In the greatest strings of logic, and the most concise and thought out stretches of time, where do I stand? Continuity, Four, five, six, three, When I die, are bones all that are left of me? Immortal,
What can you do when there are no other options left
Black is the secret kept inside me Cold and lifeless where none can see   Gray is the line upon which I tread To lie or to tell? A choice I dread   White is my soul which none have touched
I can see you feverishly stabbing away at your keyboard the glare of the computer screen illuminating your countenance 
Why am I nor happy? I have such a big porch for me alone. I have the life that no one else owns. I have gold that no other holds. Why am I not happy? I have all I want, But something stands.
Im not the same person I was a month agoMy heart stopped racin
I have memories of past lives sewn inside my brain They come rushing at me in the night like an oncoming train. In between sleep and awake is where I most feel at home I drown in my thoughts--
Sleepless night and a flickering light the shadow glares, from above it snares   slow tunes fill this space with nostalgia
My friends don't want me Life is getting hard I'm feeling so lost And it's tearing me apart There is no one to turn to Nobody cares It's making me retreat
panic arches in my gut, deep and visceral pain  and i can't breathe, can't see, can't hear  anything but the relentless beat of a butterfly's wing against my rib cage
You might want to get out a pen and paper and take some notes Listen up, no texting please, awkward eyes contact is necessary We’ll start with some basic rules, you'll want to write them down
Alone on a couple’s bench I sit Won’t you come to hear the stories I tell? For when I disappear, that may be it.   All my life, I stood the misfit, And to this day I still repel
Sometimes I mess up, I know I'm not perfect. Does that still mean I'm not your baby girl? What have I done to make you almost disappear from my life? Did I say or do something wrong? If so, can you please tell me?
There's a peculiar type of loneliness incurable by just your company.
I wish I could hug you, look you in the eyes, tell you that everything will be okay; that I will take care of everything when you're gone. But I can't.  
I trace the wind It’s path, it takes me Past the part Of happy endings Now I swim I swim so swiftly I cry, I try To hear myself   Can I reclaim my innocence
Lambs thrown to lions not yet taught how to run-- stumble and yelp with hopes set to the sun.
Too young to make life decisions. Too old to depend on mom. Wandering on the uncertained journey of life independently.
Different. That's what they say it will be. Different is like how doctors say you will feel a little pressure,  when really it's pain.
Above the earth we lay, Slowly we decay and wash away,
Counselor: How bout we start by you telling be about yourself ME:  *sigh* So where do it start?
I came to my father and said, "Father, I have straight A's." Ignoring me as he turned to my brother. "Son, don't ditch school or get F's. You're the one that carries the family's name."
As the tears rolled down her face, she thought she was all alone; No one to hug her, no one to tell her that she is loved. Her thoughts began to strengthen.
I'm the type of person to keep things to myself.
i look in the mirror and cry myself to sleep
One mistake, will you ever let me forget it... Understood what was done was wrong Understood this was a disappointment to you. But hey let’s think of it this way, What else is new? So hard to please,
You said you would always be there. You said you would never hurt me.  You said you would always protect me.  You said you would always be in my life, No matter what. You said you cared about me.
Dear Love: How have you been? I remember when, We first talked; It’s been a while since then. And I hope we’re still friends, We got some issues, but let’s mend the fences.
The day is towards its end Your hands are wrapped around your head Why won't the pain just end? Blame yourself for all that's wrong The days feel way too long The nights are far from calm
I wish that I could sleep, I wish I couldn’t see, All the things that we could be. I wish that I could breathe, I wish that it was we, But it’s you plus her, not me.
I look around but see no one,At least no one that I have knownFor here in this forgotten world
Who's right? Who's wrong? We'll see in time the lyrical meaning of this song. Pissed off, confound. I'll show you who's getting hurt this time around.  
Fly
These days I feel so lonely, Running from the things I fear, from the things I love.  
I am living but I'm not alive Everynight I let myslef cry I go to sleep hoping to never wake up I am living but I'm not alive  I've gone through things and I wish I died I wake up but I'm still dead
I think I loveAt least I thought I did I also thought she loved, but look how that went We were alone, together, but moreso together, alone She smiled like I wanted to be for her
Abandoned. Left alone to face the rest of the world, It’s okay I guess, I’m used to it by now. They found me years ago.   Screaming from inside an abandoned apartment, Starving,
The demon of loneliness sits on my chest as I lay down in bed, thinking of a life where I'd be able to say I'm happy and mean it. The demon of loneliness fills my head with strong, convincing words of pain. "You have no one." It says.
Because it is vulnerable, an option, you might see. Wide out in the open, entire visibility.
Kindness, is it only but a word?  A person who hears people's needs. But oddly, sadly, is never ever heard.
You try your best to see the light. In a blinding sheet of darkness. You ignore and try to forget.
Poetry The tall, dark and handsome man I long for His broad shoulders are the frames to the most beautiful painting His eyes illuminate in the sky like the stars Almost as if you could touch him,
I wanted lavender walls to enlighten the pain while walking through the door Stained glass windows to add color to dull days Tan carpet that felt soft on all the rough skin it touched
A love is something that should cause no tears I had my share of hopeless sighs and yet I'm free of care without a cause to fear
To be heard is a marvelous thing To really see what isn't seen And feel what is really spoken Humans were made for this sort of connection You see to be truly human is to be truly known
I feel like I'm falling, into an inevitable destiny of disapointment.  Full of empty black space. No one in sight, nothing but space.  Chances are, I'll face the world alone. 
A potent mix of emotions and shattered dreams quench the thirst of a lost soul. He wanders aimlessly seeking that in which he will never find, but still searches nonetheless.
"Why must love feel like a heart attack"?Some may sayCausing our hearts to sputter one final beatThump, thump, shhDifferent types of love lause different types
All I've ever wanted is love and respect, nothing else amused me except... the times I've worked for hours trying to refuse, the feelings I feel when out of school,
What I Hate Do you know what I absolutely hate? What makes me so sick to my stomach? And my skin crawl with repulsion? I’ll tell you what I hate:
War
The battle's raging, A war in my head. Shot's have been fired, My feelings all dead. I sound the alarm and call for retreat. But its too late for that, As I've already been beat.
Another day, another way,
   I love you
I am holding a bladeUp to my wrist In the knife all I see is lies upon liesBut then I see youAnd your little blue eyesYou say put the kinfe down AuntieOr I will crySo I put down the kinfe
You know that place between sleep and awake?
"Laugh," they said. 
Abandoned once again Find strength, confidence, when? Smile when you're sad Cry when you're happy Nothing makes sense thoughts overlapping Long gone from this world Heart broken, lost, hurt once more
Gone gone gone away ran ran ran away from here away from here darling i know you are afraid but please please try to stay stay here your Childs right here and she says she said she loves you
someone could have loved her someone did love her but i never loved her i broke her,
I down another bottle To wash the pain away. For a brief moment, I feel a bit okay.
I don't have the words anymore. They escape my mind as freely As they once rolled off my tongue. I don't know what happened But somewhere between then and now You took my whole world and flipped it
My life is unusual I hate myself completely, if my life were a story I would just delete me    I'm dramatic nd mad Im never fully happy, my only emotion being anger, nd attitude nothing less than crappy  
I feel like I’m drowning In a sea of people, Whose thoughts and ideas Overpower mine.   I’m just one person With thoughts and ideas that seem far too alien, too simplistic.
Can you even hear him? Or do you block him out? Afraid of what he could say That would make you feel so proud...   Do you even try now? To let him in your 'house'?
Life moves on. 
i have no energy to stay awake but no strength to drift to sleep im just kindof sitting here not living but just existing functioning as only a living human body while my soul shrivles and turns 
Do you know what it feels like....
Down, from my sleep to the floor, I came tumbling down. The wind and waves caught the ship And whipped her stern around.
room spinning eyes watering cheeks flushing lips quivering heart burning  lungs ghasping  just an average night alone in the dark
Daddy why did you leave me  Aren't you supposed to  Hold me  Love me  Comfort me  Daddy why did you hit her Aren't you suppose  to protect her Love her Respect her
I am not who you think. I am more than this. I have to be. I will not end. Some part of me remains.  
When i was born My mom wanted to name me Roxann, MY dad would not allow her to due to the once popular song by the police
A walk along the beach..A whisper in the wind..Without these things, I could no longer pretend.A hike among the trees..A nap in a meadow..I'm never followedby your ominous shadow.
Has a person ever seen such darkness? What makes this real? Tender kisses and blind movements, All just to feel.
I began to walk away 
The pieces never fit to begin with.    Given fragments of things that don't match;  they weren't even close...  Wanting rain for every moment,  lost in a place with no way out, 
Red-headed beauty  with the brightest green eyes...  I watched as she threw herself away.  The heart's wounds more hidden  than the scars on her arm,  she wanted nothing more 
Abandoned, incomplete works of emotion  litter these several spiral-bound books.  Unfinished letters to people  I hate and love with all my heart.  The words lie on the paper, 
Night after night,  into the miserable hours  of another weary morning,  I waste my time  lying restlessly  in a bed too familiar.  Tiny branches of red 
Don't think I'm crazy, but I feel so Damn lonely. The nights when I just wanna cry and have someone there to hold me. When you try to make friends just to escape pain, and emotional suffering. That's when you figure no one's there..
We not together but I love what we got but I can tell the vibe is gone when the text messages start getting short and the phone calls stop being long
Don't judge those people, They all have their own stories. Why can't you hear them?   Look at their faces, Are they sad beneath their smiles?  Listen to their thoughts.  
Don't move,
It is dark Like a crow’s wing Thick Like despair   There is no one Like the world died Empty Like a pot   Pain is stretched Like a rubber band Resonating
I'm the kind of person who worries about leaning my seat back in airplanes.
        suddenly i am julted awake by that feeling. it strikes through me like lightning and thunders in my head and leaves a pouring storm of rain falling continuously from my storm cloud eyes.
One Cut, Two Cut, Three Cut,  Four.  How bad is a couple more?
I walked a weary path, Downtrodden and alone; No friend by my side, And nothing to call my own.
Looking down on a lovely lady,
This morning I saw you I saw you talking And laughing And smiling With all your friends around you And I started to cry Tears dripping down my throat And into my heart  
Thoughts are Drowning me In my head A pool Of lies And conspiracies Not stopping Until I have sunk But I know how to swim   Memories are Burning me
I'm so confused The hurt inside me is so surreal I can't escape it It just follows me constantly Growing, growing I feel myself suffocating I just want to be good enough
Sitting in a corner I hug my knees rocking back and forth as the walls close in on me. Four corners, four walls, they have been my home for an eternity. Every day I wait and hope for the day when the doors fly wide open.
Incompetent minds with unyielding thoughts she keeps to herself and guards her soul   they dont understand they only observe she stays in pain but keeps her control  
nervous and edgy you look at her
I place the key in the ignition,I put the car in driveand press the gas pedalbut I go no where. I open my mouth,and move my lips,I push air out
There is something stirring  It threatens fear It threatens death My only escape is to drown Drown it out Push it down Do not breath Do not think Do not cry
I am an ice burg
This war I was ‘fighting’ Has left me with broken bones, Tattered clothes Nothing left in my soul I’ll run And I’ll run Until I find you, I’m running
Life of a bully oh how it must be to have people cower all over your feet Storming and raging, even the skies are afraid of who ever would come across you and your rage  
If I was not alone, how joyous I would be, The smiles upon their faces no longer a mystery. I surrounds myself with hundreds, even thousands of my Friends.  
The world in a perpetual state of distraction;
The time has come to fade away. We had the world but now it's gone, your beauty took on many forms. Now you're gone and my heart is torn. Ever since you left, I started to rethink my life.
However lonely Only is non-existent You are not yet an island You are not yet in silence Nor will you become a blank moon Keep your eyes hoisted above the frames Do wander tonight without a name
I have a guard Obedient and spry. Whether I want him or not, Is stuck at my side. Alert and on point, Eyes peeled to the brow. The wind is against me, And he defends anyhow.
on cloudy days she sits alone
As I stare upon these walls they speak of nothing to me.   As I stare upon these walls they hope of setting me free. As I stare uon these walls it cast a shadow over my longing heart,
Tap Tap wait Tap Looking for connection Looking for something that can't be found Hoping this time it will be there But it's not Hold Tap Tap Tap Wait Tap
Am I going insane? feels like i'm in another dimension. Stop, get out of your head, you have to pay attention. Surrounded by your classmates, but feel alone all day. Dismissal bell means nothing, 
This girl, she lives a normal life everyday, she wakes up, gets ready and goes to school. She is physically there but not mentally or emotionally.
I'm back, but I'm falling apart I'm back, but I'm lacking the heart, That I need to keep movingAnd what do I think I'm proving? Starving for attentionReceiving it in the form of tension,
Is it the crickets' chirp after the whole world has quieted That fills my heart with emptiness? Or is it the nights spent alone Under these cold covers? Perhaps its the memories of once Belonging
you say you love me you say you care about me but how am i supposed to belive  when you never show me  
Simmer in the sun, Dive in the lake. Roll in the fescue, Feel the wind break.   Frolic in the flowers, Dance in the rain. Twirl under trees,
By: Anyssa Q. E.    A bouquet of senses, Of course will be sensed, as a bouqet of roses enjoyed, But a bouqet of symbols, With scents so intense, may sometimes go along ignored.   
So I walk aimlesslyWithout aim   Where did I come from?Well, that’s a trivial matter  
At the end of the day, when the flashback startsThe brilliant rays of the sun isall I’ll remember  
#2
If you have no intention of loving me Then let me be. For I am tired and sad and broken And need no contributions. Shaky as a fawn, I am learning to stand But empty promises and tender words
i am an introvert  a social retard unable to act human around even the closest to me. what comes with  these handycaps these countless curses sorrowfull setbacks is my words
Ran Through the White Fog             Selected             Lined with a decorated past             Finding new sights with old eyes             Your courage is tested  
so fucking alone lying in my bed  exhausted as im trying to pick up my phone but no one is home so i sit here alone  on this pollow of foam pillows scatter my bed
A Shadow among the Darkness   Lingering among wood, hear his footsteps move the earth Tranquil in sound, with transitioning beauty within the nothing Black light swirls over the endless night
Reality is like a fr
come find me cause im all alone mourn with me
Hollow Ghost of Red Heart             Ominous with frantic rage             Yet vindictive under the Vail             Luminous as starlight nights
Breathing Just Fine             Held under water             Gazing upon him             We fight for a way out             The sea blue runs black            
Feelings?  What's that? Well I'm too dumb for that.   Happy?  What's that? Well I'm too numb for that.   Nice And proper ? Whats that 
The screen in front of me Makes my eyes hurt.
I looked up and saw that dark shadow, My keys fell to the ground, and I knew I wasn't allowed to make a sound. The next few seconds went in a blur, Until you bashed my head against the window my words began to slur.
Gripping the razor She admires its silver tone Exposing her wrist She examines her canvas She glides the razor Ever so gently Feeling the painful hole in her chest go away
She always looked for a silver lining But never thought it would be a silver razor One side dull The other thin, sharp Admiring it reflecting the single light in her room Gripping it in one hand
Stranger in a crowded room Fate continues to weave at the loom Your entire life mapped in one tapestry  And you stand alone, helplessly    You begin to wonder, 
 body of a goddess , roses melt at her feet . Her body says it all so she doesn't needa speak . she's intelligent not a soul will ever know , her name doesn't even matter cause she's known as a hoe .
Ferrari's are red, Suby's are blue,
waiting in the sideines for someone to come along doesnt have to be anyone just dont let me be alone cant wait any longer for something thats not meant to be please come for me somebody
  You say you wish to know me, but how could you?I do not even know myself.This must be your test of Love; the test of my truth against the lies.
Days, Weeks, Months, They pass. And I wait. I wait on you. I wait on a FaceTime,  A call, Some word. But you don't call. You don't FaceTime, You send no word.
Homeless individuals sleep with dreams of what they used to be Now they have moved on leaving the new generation drowning sea to sea No education, no temptation, to get a dream fulfilled
The time has come, my choice is made This life is cruel and humanity has no hope
I tread a lonely passage, With cliffs at my side. It stretches onward and curves some, What treachery does it hide? It's been a year since you disappeared, and the times have gotten worse.
I'm okay even though my world is falling down, Even if I've grown up in some forgotten town. I'm okay even though my skin is full of spots, Even if I'm way too big to think about cute tops.
I wish that they could know me for who I really am but all they hear is rumors and here I go again...Down life's road alone, without you by my side I don't tell you that I love you or that you make me feel alive, instead I just leave it all insid
A sadness so deep  A darkness so sad nothing, no one, anyone  you can never you will never Touch your knees with your nose Hide, from it all World fading
It is strange that I had never touched a cigarette until I had remembered how the taste would linger in my mouth after I had kissed you?
I try to find myself, but I've been lost for forever. It's like I'm going in a circle so you'd think I'd know better. I'm somewhat lost in a trance,  I can't find myself. Took 34 pills disregarding my own health.
Sitting here alone in the darkness of the night,
Soon will come a day A day in which my life begins The beginning of my time where my clock finally tics   Waiting inside this darkness I met you You camoflauged and kept yourself hidden
In the time after my death a flower grew above my grave The roots reached down and intertwined with my body Now I am the blue grey flower you see when you pass my final bed
In the time after my death a flower grew above my grave The roots reached down and intertwined with my body Now I am the blue grey flower you see when you pass my final bed
Love:
When I was a baby my mommy read me the story of Annabell Lee.
Woe is me, so it seems. By: Anyssa Q. E   Out of place, I've always been. It seems nothing  had a care. The moon above, nor valley elsewhere, had a share of golden care,
The city pulses with life  crowds fighting their way down sidewalks  throngs of cars inching their way down streets.   Lights glow above everyone's heads and the tops of buildings reach for the sky.  
  The hustle and bustle of the city Fills you ears, eyes and nose. You see the chains of cars inching forward Slowly – one at a time. You smell the putrid odor of sewage
Help me- I'm broken Help me- I'm lost
She crys at night to see his face. As every memory appears a tear falls. Her world is a dark bleak hole,
They Stand Tall, Higher Than The Sky, I Know They Could Kill Me, But I Continue To Fight.
When I'm left alone, Every doubt and question comes to mind. Every single ounce of my depression, Roars its ugly face, And racks every inch of my body. I'm floating in old memories, Old mistakes...
Anyone can handle being accepted,But how will you or me accept rejection.Some find it saddening,While others find it frustrating.When you feel strongly about someone,You just cant let it be.
Alone is one of the worst things to be When all you feel Is tired and empty. You can cry You can weep. You can shut off the light And beg for sleep. But it won’t come And you’ll still be
Why
Approaching the park Someone sits alone in front I hoped it was you
Roses are red Violets are blue. I'm not at all jealous Or angry at you.   I'm just hurt from the truth That everyone told me So now I just want to Make sure you're not near me.  
Who am I really?
Why
I'm not okay I'm not okay fingers trembling gut wrenching heart hurting my mind racing a million miles away I call out for help but I keep getting ignored I don't know what you want from me
There was a pretty angel, once upon a time. And this is her sad story, of her heart of mine. 
Look at you So young So lost A compass without direction You do not yet know the cost You smooth your hair You stand real tall Already knowing that you are small
Her
kicking, screaming twisting, turning my heart is broken  and feel like its burning   she was mine and now is gone her name was athena at three months along  
You whisper the words The aching of heart Hidden tears etched into soul Caverns of desperation Pillaged of joy “What is the source of your pain?” I wail Divided soul Divided life
From childhood’s hour I was not the same As others were; I did not play games
Pain I feel it taking over me inside The cries, the struggles The pain that needs to be set free Why did you hurt me? Why must I feel the way I do because of you So many questions gone unanswered
just a clone Alone forgotten a beast   no free will chained  caged  harvested   light prince of hell hated  just a creation  
just a clone Alone forgotten a beast   no free will chained  caged  harvested   light prince of hell hated  just a creation  
In a world of pain,lonliness and sadness i want to be their super hero with a magic wand that creates joy and happiness i'll  make all sorrows disseaper and fill the earth with peace and content
Chills Reaching deep within my soul they breed Multiplying, festering Unable to stop them, unable to take control I retreat, trying to preserve the little sanity left 
The beauty of lifeEven through this strifeIs people’s abilitytheir uncanny adaptabilityTo hold in their palmthat one simple objectobject of calmThe ability to affect
We think we're alone, Accompanied by nothing but, Pains that linger, aching from toe to finger, Breaking apart our hearts and souls, Making us lose all control, But stop!  
Regardless of your innermost thought,
The ship is sinking. There is a hole in the bottom of the stern. The women scream and clutch their children with fright While the men run around, struggling to maintain control.
I hope I make it to heavenmany Christians say this butdon't do the will of God
Life is a risk, once you're happy you feel like nothing can go wrong,
I turned a corner and found her asleep. Her body motionless, like an unborn sheep, Hair splayed across the floor, like seaweed washed ashore, skin pale like the moon, lips drained of life.  
I’m lonely when you’re gone, and even when you’re here In both affairs silence drags on;
I don't think they realize how staring at these walls through blooshot eyes, can slowly kill you. You take so much in society that it slowly eats away at your soul. You begin to feel uncomfortabl 
Shadows playing tricks on me shallow is the night The wind whispers lies to me deceitful is the night Together they weave fairytales too good to be true
You were not there, when I scraped my knees.Or when my boyfriend got down on his When I threw my graduation cap in the air.Or decided to donate all my hair. When I hit puberty,and eventually became pretty.
When you strip yourself bare before another You are showing them your physical flaws You are undressing who you are underneath all the clothes
As I lay here only thinking of you, I wonder
I'm gonna sleep my life away But all I really wanna do is make you pay You ruined my life so Why don't I Just take out the knife I'm to weak for this I think I reached my peak I'm trying to be strong
We, a entity,  traveling through time With no direction to go Walk with wander and walk with fear Walking to a place that is unknown Do I make a left or make a right? One will never know  
All my life I've felt alone, forgotten, unnoticed Yes I have my family but their love only goes so far To be loved truly and wholely by another, is but a dream for me I've always been alone
nothing is quite as painful as invisible is. walking through the crowded hallways of a dysfunctional high school
she looks at her reflection in the mirrorand barely recognizes her own face
Thoughts are racing through her mind When you ask her if she's all right All she says is, "I'm fine"   You shake your head and reply, "okay" The silence echoes in your brain
I feel so alone. I could just cry
There are times you're so simply Unapologetically you! Killer times, when jaws drop
To the world, she is strong, resilient   some say smart   some say pretty   others say talented, perfect.
Burning, burning, in this dark fire   so strange that this fire is cold. Burning, burning everything away   nothing, almost nothing remains.
The storms of yesterday are broken,
You think you know what I feel, The feeling, its just to real, Your words, they hurt You treat me like a pile of dirt.
Cold and lonely, Pregnant and scared, Single and lowly, With not a word shared. Not aware how to feel, Don't know where to turn, Not one bit of help, Til my child is born.
Quiet and Serene, At ease and peace, Nothing Else exists Theres a breeze blowing through the trees Music flowing through my ears And sound from my mouth   I am alone but calm Thinking flows deep
Do you know my story? Do you know my pain? Can you even say you know my name? Do you know my goals? Do you know my fears? Do you know that your words bring me to tears?Do you know it hurts, when you say these things?
Numbness overtakes her devastation Standing in a paradise so surreal Unable to express her infatuation Always told what to think and feel   Living with an endless imagination
For reasons unknown, she didn't feel happy.She'd spend days wondering why life was this crappy.Her friends would tell her that she was their light.But how could someone so sad, be so bright?
I don't depend on anyone, my walls are in place. Sorrow always seems to find me,  slaps me in the face. These tears I cry will be my last, for my father, stuck in the past. He's lost in his pain,
He drifts like a leaf in the wind   a feather falling gently from the sky   tiny, colorless, and hidden amongst a thousand others.
The sound shut out from a crowded room Hearing one note after another, clear and smooth Calm, Serene Only when that noise enters From the crowds of people Laughter, Chatter Do I feel completely alone
My Door   My door keeps people in or out when I Want to be alone. I do not understand Why others do not comprehend this fact. My door represents privacy at home –
A rose, but one, none other rose did I have, A rose, one rose, and this was a wondrous creation, One rose a rose that brightened earth and sky, One rose, my rose, that sweetened my breath and air,
My life is worth nothing, but an empty space More than eternity darkness More than bottomless ocean Because I am who I am My life feels like the bottom of a dark miserable hole
 She cries into the nightAs she heads for the skyHer face is full of PainShe has nothing to gain. She cries herself to sleep
I had yearned for so long I had waited for too long I died inside for too long no love no compaasion no warm embrace not even a tender touch quiet nights desperate mornings
I cry at night when no one heres me, no one listens to me anyways. I yell in the day but no one heres still. No one knows the pain I'm in, no one knows anything about me. 
In the silent waves she saw herself, Lost and confused, she cried for help. Through the screams and moans that came tumbling out, The distorted images that filled her with doubt. No longer could she stand alone,
Walking slowly my head faced down but it is too dark  to see the ground   Into the unknown I keep walking Still into my skin it pierces the cold deathly chill  
Talking to my mothers graveUsed to be the hardest thing everI would just cry my eyes outThinking she would be back never
Okay. By definition means satisfactory in a satisfactory manner. 
Don't tell me you're sorry If it takes my blood Dripping to the floor For you to notice   You're not truly sorry You're just desperate For a quick relief  
She isjust like everyone else,just like any other girl,liking her clothes and shoesAnd the silly things in life.But then she isn’t.
I am the girl that is permanently stainedThere’s more to sex than giving birth and STDSSometimes if your lucky you’ll still have your prince charming and be a drop dead beauty queen,
  Everyone seems to hit a point When everything starts going right,
  I'm so confuse alone and a mess, I'm sitting in this fucking desk staring at my messy grades, there worst then a wreck where can i reset?   These teachers don't help,
If you're physically sick, do you have to participate in class?
It feels like I been here before I feel familar with this scene these words theses actions I feel like its on everyones minds thoughts lips tounge, its  been in every corner of the  world this feel to familar yet it has no shape, nor organic matte
Where are you going, I can't find you, where are you going,  I just trusted you, Where are you going tonight.    I just wanted you, and I just needed you, I am waiting, I am alone, 
My life is like a bad fairytale. Dragons lurk in every cave, ogres in every shadow. When I get to the place where the castle should be, what do I see? The evasive palace has escaped me.
 I want to love you for forever and a day. Til the sun comes down, and its time to lay. Til, the wind blows and the seas roar. I wanna be with you, but dont forget theres one more.
My blood ran cold as he looks at me,i shiver as his breeze past me, i look apon his face and i worry... why is this i wonder?
Hey Mr. Principal, Hey Mr. Smith, I hope you sit comfortably – On your plush office plinth, With all your private accolades – That no one could care about, To the varsity trophies –
Eventually   Eventually you’ll run out of tears, Eventually you’ll run out of fears. Eventually you’ll run out of sadness,
Love a 4 letter word, though it holds so much gravity yet we throw it around like something thats only worth a penny Hate
Oh there is a bliss in solitude There is beauty in peace And content in silence No more wanting,  not needing but having  and loving
I am comfortable with myself I know that it's okay to be alone sometimes I don't want to turn everything I do into a social event So when it's time for me to eat, I may or may not ask some friends to join
money in shabeled people dying citeies broken great peole forgotten have hope for the futrue
Let's pop some pills, Fall in loveCut our wrists and spill our bloodDrink come Gin, let's die tonightCome on Demons, help end our lifeLet us bleed, for what we see
Let's pop some pills, Fall in loveCut our wrists and spill our bloodDrink come Gin, let's die tonightCome on Demons, help end our lifeLet us bleed, for what we see
Put down the knife Let down your hair Abandon those thoughts You're no longer there   I was there Watching from above Answering your prayers Sending my love  
Worthless Is the name Can I show you my world ? It's filled with lies, betrayal , pain and despair  What am I holding? My knife  I bleed my pain away Yes it's okays if my clothes get stain
All the cliques laugh away While I sit and watch Wondering where my friends are Wondering where you are Wondering why distance keeps us apart.   The teachers will lecture
I can barely look at you, I can hardly talk to you, So I look at my shoes, And listen in silence. But I am dying inside, I want to tell you         But the words won’t come And I am stuck
The "men" walk across these halls as if the king, Treating their special girl like the queen they deserve to be. Mother nature did not come back, The king had decided its time to flee.
Puffy eyes; sleep deprived.
She closes her eyes and sees nothing.
Most people wonder why I spend time alone Why I prefer being stuck at home Than at that party with people I don't know Throwing compliments and smiles just for show  
  I saw you today, Surprisingly I was okay. I didn’t want to cry or question why, I’m fine that you aren’t mine. I didn’t know what I saw, Or why I would miss you, I could even risk you.
You clenched at my chest, For a sweet rational moment. Heart drop. Bottom rock. The bitter grin Made my face numb like gin. The only Substance That can Be Absorbed
                                                                                                   
Wonder what it's like in the public eye. Everyone knowing everything, No secrets Whatsoever, Judging stares; hateful words.   Wonder what it's like to always have a front. To be what others want,
When I first met you I was determined to be your friend Everyday I'd come over Just to see you again. I'd do the sneakiest shit To see if you would smile It's the most fun I've had
Light. Now it's dark. Knife. In my heart. Fight. In my head. Cry. In my bed. Shadows. Closer. Getting. Older. Falling. Crawling. Game.
Good morning and good night To you whose always let me down We're dancing apart in this twilight You're rising sun tares me down. I followed you into te haze Not realizing you never looked back
I hate the crowd, the wrong crowd That keeps me in, I'm drowning now.  And there's no hope No lovely hope To keep me safe, to keep me sound. I fall too easy, and I can't swim
We are surrounded by people and things, By those who are chained and by those who have wings, By those who love life and dare to dream, And by those who are scared to even be seen.
You look at me as your answer, 
Little Tommy Boy sits in the classroom with the biggest grinfor his latest lessonhe stares and he jots, he learns and he plots,ding is all he hearsthen that grin vanishes as quickly as it came,
I dream, One day you would want me. One day you would notice me. One day you would forget work. One day you would write me. One day you would study me. One day you would intice me,
I have never realizedHow alone I've felt until this very moment...It hit me like I had just ran into a brick wallI hate how horrible I feelHow depressing this emotion isAnd to think that my biggest fear was to be aloneWhen I've felt alone for 4 yr
There are so many things I want to tell you I was the quiet one in class who did all of his work But you still gave me the bad grades because I did not talk throughout your class
Alone. 5 words. 2 syllables. A major problem within itself. Not only are we the cause but we are the reason. Yet as time passes something begins to happen.
Alone Sitting alone Staring into space Its dark in here, in my mind, This place is jam packed with nothing but words. The negative words about my life. I'm alone in the darkness
I tore the words "Once Upon a Time" Traced the letters "O" "U" "T" Folded it up all nice and neatly, Kept it in my breast pocket for my heart to see, Then the words caught fire, They fell away to ash,
Love is hysterical Such is the hysteria that you do not even realize when it has made camp within your walls Embedding itself within your soul Until it is ripped from the place in which it was rooted
Sitting in my seat; doing so alone. They say smile, be kind, and make new friends. Tell me, admin, how easy that was for you. Tell me, teacher, how to smile in a room of strangers.
Sarah She was born into an orphanage Her reading disability is awful Her emotionally traumatized brain can't help it Her life spent without being wanted   Justin Wishes he didn't have parents.
You sit in the corner in the darkness. Hiding from everyone else. You hide your scars as everyone laughs. You're an outcast. They label you as an EMO FREAK! Nobody cares.
I don't want to be alone today.My thoughts are too loud on my own.I want to talk. Or listen.So I don't have to hear the words in my head.
Even if it is the perfect time for  Your intrepid morning coffee, It's not so great for the threads of wonder That spun in your mind last night But eventually helped you to K.O
  School is a place of study This is the biggest lie As soon as you enter the doors You cannot help but cry Constant revenge for nothing you may have done
Your legs were too skinny for your shorts The day you walked into the room, your cotton shirt About to billow, as if it could, on the unseen zephyr of your shoulders:
i don't matter like a snowflake every one different and beautiful all in their own way yet all the same   as they flowly fall into reality no one notices they fill the world
Sitting here trying not to think,Trying not to think of you.From your smile to your wink,everything about you had m,e wooed.
Get me out of this placeMy heart breaks like glassLet it shatter and it runs a different paceIt's messing with my head, one minute i'm with you now suddenly i'm hereWhen will this end?
Waking in a dark raging sea the sky with storm clouds rumbling overhead, wanting to drown but somehow unable, forced to swim to shore.
Poem: yet and still  •In one piece yet broken •Showing a smile yet crying inside  •In a room full of people yet so alone •I speak yet no one hears me • Laughing and joking yet so quiet and empty inside 
Alone is not a fun thing, It is so painful, It doesn't make you want to sing, It sometimes makes you sorrowful, Alone is different, It is weird, No one to talk to, It gets boring after a while.
bends in the road turn in unexpected ways leading to new and old ways of life but can't turn back fog rages behind pushing you forward rain poors over my head heavy as lead worrys
  “Don’t let them in!” I scream. Barricade the door. Board all the windows. Cry. “Don’t let them in!” I scream. Voices behind the door. Scratching at the windows. Panic.
  She went to see the world down low The girl with lanterns in her eyes. So she flew on her cycle to the people below The girl with lanterns in her eyes.
Yeah…It’s that hurt. When you look around, and you realize Damn it, you’re alone. You live where your heart is But you don’t have a home. So you just stay there where your house is,
"As soon as you walk in tomorrow turn in your homework" See my teacher expects me to waltz up in here, doing stuff we are never going to apply to life. y=mc to the power of "why am even i here"
Imagination, set me free Take me far from here Set me high up in a tree Give me the chance to disappear   I’m going to swim across the sea I wanna fly high off the ground
I roam from here to thereremaining discontent.My heart won't call this place a home,It must stay unattached.Everything is so unreal,I know it won't be long.Slowly I will drift away,
Dreams are an escape from reality, A reality that we wish not to see, For with open eyes things become very clear, We see the world for what it truly is, So take a step back and breath in the atmosphere,
None but my own, can condone, what it is to be alone, for being alone, is to each their own, to be alone does not mean you give up everything, but rather you hide from your own being, being alone is just a thought, just as fear can be fought, so c
We are the lost And forgotten Our emotions turned Dry as cotton ……………………………….. We are the broken
She screams without noise She cries without tears She sits in a world alone Left drowning in her fears …………………………………………….
i was thinking about how low people can get and how low people can feel so that they believe they are alone but are really surrounded by people who see them
That moment when you want to cry, but you're somewhere you cant You want someone to help, but no one is there You don't know what to do All hope is gone
My brain is empty you see, where has it all gone? Four years of high school wasted because i loved to "Get it in" I didnt do drugs i was just lazy, sexed up so many girls, a few had babies
I had spent days, what had seemed to be months clenching to the piece of life I had. I was lost, in a chaotic silence, hoping and praying for redemption, for savior.
I wouldn't say that everything is fine I don't believe in happiness Every breath is harder And maybe I am afraid. I wouldn't say I am fine. I wouldn't say I am okay. because I'm not okay.
  Silence   My mother always asks me, Why I can never seem to sit still. My muscles tighten and an excuse is quickly constructed,
Everyone leaves, for what reason I have no clue. I always think it's because of something I do. Maybe I try too hard or don't try hard enough. I can be so close or so cold
The man who lived all alone inside without a woman by his side or a conscience to confide in and realized that even the blind had eyes and that the deaf could hear his cries when he tried his hardest just to try
Take a second to breathe, to listen. To hear the laughing and the whispering. I get it, we all do, it's old news. I'm gay, yes it's true. Yet you don't understand, acting rude and all whack.
Liar, Liar pants on fire   “Mama,” her body began to spark more and more with each step “I’m going to Emily’s house,” her eyes began to glow hungry for fuel
Everyday, I wake up but nothing ever happens. I've been pushed here, there, and everywhere. I feel alone, so alone I just want to end my own life.
A lonely child in the halls, no one knows but he calls, out to someone for help, they all tell him he needs self-help, this kid is gay and that's okay, he doesn't understand what he feels, he starts to skip meals, no one pays attention, he's scare
I like to eat sleep and be alone empty messages, no missed calls on my phone Walk through the streets contemplating on life no one to go on dates or make me their wife Old friends and family call to hang out
The date is setThis is my decisionAnd even though we just metI need to make this incisionThe day is running outI need to catch that trainBecause I have no doutIt’ll turn off my pain 
I'm fighting
The briny breathes of the Humber welcomed my parents to the its shores, and left their cheeks flushed along with their hair unkempt.
And so my lifeblood falls drip drip, drip, drip. drip drip, drip, drip.  
Many a day passed.. I waited. He lay there.. Wasting away. Neither him nor I could fix this.   Fatefully death had Finally taken his hand And had greeted me like so many times before.
Nothing lasts forever. Things change, people change. You change, tthey change.   Even when we know this, we refuse to believe it. We make bonds, build relationships,
Running Running FUNNING running Funneling grape soda and cranberry juice through a lemon squeezer Why not? It’s all pointless anyway. Birds fall out of the sky like
Sometimes I wish I werea marigold,so faithful to the sunto rise alongside you,my center.& dusk--close my petalsaround the promiseof your return& never have to sleepalone again.
Loneliness is not a state of mind. It is a choice. A way of life, A feeling.   A feeling that possesses, A feeling that deceives,
I can feel him slipping Us growing apart I knew it would happen Didn't know he'd break my heart   At first it was just fun And then it took a turn The lust died and love grew
                                       Sorrow   My heart is slowly breaking into two pieces. Nobody can hear my silent screams to my daddy, telling him to take me home.
With each waking breathe, my soul quivers for fear. I cant stop these feelings inside me.   He tells me to breathe only breathe, its all we ever have left but why? 
Everywhere I turn there are hundreds             Of dazzling smiles So, so many are surrounding me             In a radius of miles But not me, no. I do not smile             Because I am no one
I sing so you don't know im crying. I luagh so you can't tell im hurting. Close my eyes so you don't know im watching. Walk to keep from running. Hide in plain site so you can't see me.
  I need to be alone, to clear my head. Like rinsing the sink with water, Down the drain, out of sight.   I’ll go to the forest where it’s peaceful, I can be in my own world,
Imprisoned Life Within a cage the heart does cry, No hope to stand against a lie And beats in pain to be set free
Da
When my Great Grandmother was near death in the hospital I was curious to see what an old person's butt looks like, so I kept standing on my tippie toes to catch a see
You are supposed to be here,  You are supposed to care, Not just sitting there watching tear after tear, You are supposed to help, your supposed to mend, Your supposed to be my very best friend. I grow older,
The day is bright but there is no lightYou wonder how this could beIf you were meYou could surely seeThe beauty infront of me
  How can I succeed  Or Believe Or Achieve  When oppression plagues me ?  Under wraps is the violence-  Beneath shadows they hide it :                        
Mournful weeping rips through leaves And dewdrop tears rest so silently And I sit here perched up high Looking down at the time gone by I wonder of the years I've wasted
Everybody knows my name But ignores me just the same To most I’m just a nerd My social skills absurd   I’m where to go for help A whale among the kelp My work is nearly flawless
People get tagged with these labels, Straight, Bisexual, Lesbian, or Homosexual. I just want people to accept me. I play ball, I dress different, I'm not girly,
Some days we are told how to feel and what to feel. It is on those days that it is most important to listen to our hearts, and not to think, but just to feel. Some days we may feel alone or lost,
I cannot let you see me cry It's not that I don't have something to cry over I don't know why when I cry I run for cover rather than the open arms of my mother I cannot let you see me cry
 Grasping at shadows. Reaching for Ghosts. Searching for figures along the coast. Looking for something real, something to hold onto. A single shred of proof that I am not alone.
My head hurts. / My throat screams. / My hands shake. / This is no dream. / My eyes water. / I crouch down. / I cover my ears, / To shut out sound. / I miss my home. / I miss the quiet. / It's just too much. / All of this riot. / I want a hug.
Of days when I have forced my will To school, and kept myself so still, And haven't uttered cries of grief, Of your incompetent relief - Deriving from your lack of skill, In the ability to feel
I am leaving my roots. / Off to the prison I go. / I am leaving my home. / Off to the vast unknown. / I am leaving the love. / Off to where hate will roam. / I am leaving the hugs. / Off to where I'm alone. / I am leaving myself behind.
As the trees become pale The life sucked out of fragile leaves. The sky, covered in dull, meaningless clouds. I watch as Earth welcomes Winter With a friendly, extended hand.
pitter-patter like little feetraindrops tapping on mine pane bitter burns hiss and slitherremembrance dismantles my sane moist summers and eerie chimesfingertips lost within your mane
Time ticks slowly, almost like my heart with out you Just like the Moon, has to be away from the Sun, I have to be away from you.   Every once in awhile you visit me in my dreams
I’d say it in person, but I fear rejection Because when a student speaks out there’s surely ejection You ask who I am, just look at my friends I stay true to my values while others change like trends
I can't go a day without you, you're a drug.  Intoxicating, just like rum. Crawling beneath my skin. I can almost taste you, sweet as sin keep me awake for daydreaming has become too dangerous for me
i am scared i am here on the outside i show no fear this is new i am here within time there will be no fear
i am scared i am here on the outside i show no fear this is new i am here within time there will be no fear
Hello. My name is Hunger and, I'm a whore. I think I've seen many of you here before... Allow me to explain.   When the land, kisses the sunlight And, day turns into night,
Doc says I should start writing down my thoughts, Says it might help me to find the root of my problems and in turn, the road to recovery. Well, last night, I let old habits visit me and I woke up,
  I am that nameless one, the one girl everyone seems to have an opinion on Oh look, there's that one ! that slim one, I heard she was this , heard she was that You hardly even know me to even talk. what do I do ?
When you see this soft-spoken, shy girl sitting at her desk, You see someone weak As I quietly doodle away on my note-pad, You see someone distracted When every other girl giggles and laughs with her friends,
Footsteps, alone, or am I only one can hear the thoughts inside me head insomnia, Fire, Fire, Fire should I run or  should I stay Footseps, but they are not mine  
When I'm Alone in the quiet dark all by myself and merely with my thoughts the mind can run rampant. In one word, what vague or obvious system of letters could sum up an entire existance, is it possible?
A low ache A growing pain Too hard to see What I could gain   Darkening skies A clouded soul Listless wandering Without a real goal   Faintly I sigh Blankly I look
There is a time when one must step back and see the tens of thousands of backstories working together to build one using only the tissue of the heart. They carve in and haul out,
I used to believe in 11:11 wishes,  Used to dream of midnight kisses,  I believed in these things and much more,  But all that was in a time long, long, before,  Before the boy ripped at my chest, 
my body convulsesShaking andWrenchingteartearteartearStreams down my checksOverflowing
It hurts so badCause all I wantIs to be loved My heart is breakingAnd I move awayBecause I can't take this... Can I have one more kiss?
Everlasting, perpetual, eternal wait Each moment longer than the last Seems hopeless to leave it to fate Each joyful moment too short to last Biding time till the day should come
Nothing seems to work Nothing could ever be said I am never heard   Nobody can hear Nobody will listen now I am never heard   Silence is comfort Silence is my company
I was once happy A long time ago Now I cant seem to smile Only tears seem to flow   Pen to paper My feelings forever in ink My escape from reality My only way to think  
...
Empty branches equal an empty heart. The cold wind shakes the leaves bare. I stand under the tree wishing you were here. My hat blows off letting my hair run free.
The icy wind peels back your outer core Unprotected; as you were from the moment The contractions won and you tasted Bitter, bloody air. You close the door. Turn, and face the face of pity. Snarl at it.
She had the whole world at her feet. She even had friends all over the place But at night she still didn't get any sleep It was as if she was her own enemy Always putting herself down to benefit others
No Chalk © Alexis Dykema   If we could just tell you, it would be easy. If we could lay down these words like lines of chalk on the sidewalk Most of us would.
As you stare out the window of your quickly moving train car, the landscape, blurred, is ashen and bare, and the pitter-patter of rain on the thin metal roof never stops.  
Hear the laughter and not the end Past mistakes in my head Break the tip of my pencil lead The end of the end is only the beginning  When I listen to those words I only hope that you're kidding
Those who believe say that 'God' only gives you what you can handle,that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger,I ask you:What sort of twisted joke is this, then, when the strong only continue to get tested?
when I was a child I was told that words can never hurt me I was told that a word is just a word a name is just a name it doesn't hurt. that's a lie. words are like knives in the back of the legs
What have you done to us? You mock me so. You look at me  As if you are god judging upon his little children. How dare you? How dare you speak to me like that? I am not your ribbon
You sat alone every first day of school and hoped, no, prayed that no one sat next to you. And when they did, you ignored them; it wasn’t long before they said hello, but you had already put your earphones in.
Here I am, again I sit alone, time passes slowly as I constantly check my phone. I scan the room ony to find sympathetic stares, me at the table with a bunch of empty chairs.
I can see, but I am blind. I can hear, though I am deaf. I can speak, yet I am mute. I find myself wandering, like a spirit, Walking the same path over. I cannot tell if a dream has taken me
Sometimes they point.  Sometimes they laugh.  Sometimes they use you,                     And stab you in the back.  Not always do they hurt you.  Not always do they glare.  Not always do they let you
Will it come to pass me by or will it never come at all Will it come with my sorrows or will it come with my family's sorrows I ask myself this everyday for you never know when it'll be your last 
I am stuck, stuck in between what is wrong and what is right for me. I am stuck, stuck in-between someone that will make me feel alive tonight and someone that will make it right.
Want it gone Away forever But I know That it’ll never. Focus on one Impossible. Focus on many Probable.
Lost in a wistful wasteland. The Wind is howling stop. Don't leave- Don't go- A voice says  I'm at my final step.   Feeling as the Sky, so grey. Plunging into my life.
I am young but old I wonder what it feels like to fly I hear the whisper of a butterfly's wing I see the colors of the wind I want to go to heaven one day and see my grandma I am young but old  
There was a place and timeDon't ever go back to thenIt is just filled of memoriesAnd sadnessOf people who don'tRemember you, andPeople whom you wish to forgetYou've visited your past
Can't breathe, need air,Hands shaking, almost there.Rushing, pulling, running,The taste, simply stunning.
I live in a world of darknessA world where no one caresI live where people have no heartsIt's always cold, I'm invisibleNo one wants me here, no one even knowsI wish to be in a world of happiness
Alone walking in the shadows of the forgotten hoping to find a familiar face or someone to listen to but you find no one, so you keep wakling no knowing where you're going to end up.
We go so far to find we are alone.As I wander the faculties of my mindI come to the conclusionThat time is the pinO' self-destruction When I lie at nightMy subconscious mind takes flightI journey to planes on astral connections 
Hell is a place where the mind can goNightmares exist before eyes are closed Fear has a home inside my soul Memories hold me captive and won’t let go   Love is a place where I feel warm
At first everything was bright and sunny, No one knew, but you started to grow a tummy, The three of us were there for eachother, That was until you became a mother, We were still there but you pushed us away,
Sitting here alone and blue with just my thoughts of you. Looking into the skies all I see you blue eyes. Wishing you were here for I could hold you near.
There is a place I go  When I'm alone A quiet space Away from all the chaos Of the world that we've misnamed home When there is time to spare It is there That I will wander
Time to make mistakes, take a chance, kiss the summer fling, and hold hands till sun set. I'm here to grow up not down. Kiss the stars and wink at the moon. I've got a heart on full health
BEING ALONE IS different THAN BEING LONELY BEING ALONE IS SOMETHING YOU choose BEING LONELY IS not
I was never emotionless but sealed tightly in a box stored somewhere shut tight (heaven help the one that opens it)
They tell you to smile to keep from crying But what if you're tired of trying? Trying to hold it in Trying to fake a win When you know very well that you've lost What if you don't know what to do?
I'm so alone I cannot feel. My heart is ash. This pain is real. I cannot feel. I cannot breath. My lungs are crushed From this longing. My lips too cold To feel the chill.
Why I write, is so I can have an outlet. My lips are frozen, my voice is broken, I can't express how I feel because I- am softspoken. Why I write, is so I can vent.
It’s this time of year that makes me wish you were here. It’s hard to enjoy the falling leaves, When all I have is this burden to heave, So the next time you see me I want you to remember,
I’m so gone. Literally.   There is a distant look in my eyes. And I go further and further away every day.   I’m gone. If I come back, that’s God’s will.
Is anybody out there, 
Oh to life’s little desires Through irresistible body’s pleasures Such do they bring the hottest fires Within you cannot control Within it gives comfort and console Promises to make things better
While I was searching for the answer, I got lost once again. In all of these questions, That have become who I now am.   In all of this confusion, That is now entirely myself.
Fear, feel me As I cry. With cold hands,  Twisting my heart And tearing my love. Hiding underneath the skin Afraid, alone. Appearing like  The torture of my indecision  And fear,
  No Pity for a Pedestrian   By Irvin Eden Ortega   I’m looking I’m looking I’m looking
The corner of the Patio at a family-friends party, [insert city here], New Jerseyage group: 17-21population: me
A shell containing what was hidden Cracks open and spills ambition No boundries No safety Just a spill of wild passion Into the cruel world The shell is no longer
I don’t want to do life today So I think I’ll just lie here I’ll be a Neo-Nietzsche Since life won’t do me either   What good is a body That only sees despair It’s not white or phallic
When I was stuck in the cold, With darkness my only hope, Where were you?   When I lost my only light, Left with only visions of night, What was I to do?  
You looked at me,As though I had done something wrong.Why did you look at me that way?You looked through me,Not at me.You were the perpetrator,You stole what was mine alone to give away.
Before, I had nothing. An empty bottle of ink; no quill. Endless. White. Space. Before, I was silent. a pin cushion to prick. a bag to punch. no sound, just space. Before, my emotions hurt.
 you say you feel alone i told you im here you confide in me yes, but who says i dnt need you? your my friend my love there are things you do for me that you dont understand  
An empty canvas Is as pure as snow, And as white as the clouds   As time struggles on The canvas is yellowed and aged, It is torn and mangled,   The canvas is distraught,
Do you remember that you were the first lips I touched?   The first hand I held,  The first one I cared for,   The only one I ever loved.  Do you remember you made me smile when I first saw you? 
We all face our own demons We all battle it through Why is mine still here? Oh No... Is this mine My premium punishment This is why i can’t move on Why my hurt
I have always kept the thought in mindThat people come and go So I would always keep my distanceAssuming they would leave But I always craved a friendshipThat would last until I was old
So long have I tarried in it, That thick stuff they say is laughter. But I hear the bitterness Behind it. How cruel it can be- Loud and harsh. And all this time I didn’t- Wouldn’t-
I live beneath you. I wade in the shallow end of your steps. I don’t understand you, Far as I may follow. I know you don’t see me, You don’t know who I am. You’re eyes show nothing, hide nothing.
To get away from the drama that just may consume me I write my hearts true desires the thickness of the pain layers upon layers have taken a painstaking toll on me writing takes the weight off my shoulders
They come together to be paired So many of a kind -- individuals, yet inseperable But with Time treading upon them You find that they start to wear And come apart at the seams
I'm surrounded by many. I know people love me. But why do I still feel lonely? I smile, laugh, and have fun. But why don't I feel happy? What people see isn't always true.
  Alone in the cold, a feeling thats never old/ my hearts starting to mold, feelings outta control/ Tears dripping down the side of my cheek/ No one to lift me up when I feel so weak/
  It calms. It cools. It cuddles close. It soothes. It warms. It’s a loving dose. It’s there to aid your every scrapped knee. It listens to your every plea. It picks you up. It puts you down.
will does not force my mask, a loney mood and empty flask, does make my mind go numb, behind this smile that you see, is not a face so carefree, abandon hope of helpful hands,
You should be my hero, My personal Superman. Always there to hold my hand.   You should take me fishing, Teach me about boys. And show me how to fight.   I should be your princess,
you think you know someone you treat them like family you trust them with your dreams, secretes, and life but one day everything goes wrong she turns on you start telling your secrets to every living soul
I’m still sad, I’m still crying.I miss you and I know that I shouldn’t care anymore. But it's so hard to let go . You were my best friend boo and I miss you. I’m not supposed to be thinking about you anymore . 
I'm lost in this tiny space, my mind has decided to leave and didn't warn me. I have no human interaction, not even the warmth of sunshine on my face. My thoughts are random and seem meaningless, yet they are taking control of me.
For the words that don’t come easy The emotions that cease thee. I am alone but am I? Because when this pen hits this paper I fly. No one can understand me better, Than the words that flood this paper.
I’m waiting for the day I will wake up Eyes open, glazed over, seeing blindly Touching, but not feeling, encased in fine glass Dreaming and waiting for something unknown Desolate and blank canvas of a mind
Five hundred and forty eight days ago You told me to believe You told me to have faith That where we were now
I have caught myself, talking to my mind again. It’s alright, nothing to worry about. I like it that way. Being in a place where you are me and I is you. We are all the same. We are all myself. Now the thoughts are creeping in.. Because lately you
When I was little monsters didn't hide under my bed. They screamed at me from inside my head. I dreamt of death and being alone. I was always crying, never finding a home.
HEY BOO!! GUESS WHAT?You’ve left me alone again, crying for what seems like forever. I’m surprised I haven’t run out of tears yet cause thats all I do all day long.Cry over you.. when you seem like you don’t even care.
I believed that we wereSo in loveBecause you made me feel so sure BUT You started slipping awayand Icouldn’t do anythingBut cry. THENYOULEFT
It hurt, When you let me go. It hurt,Because I didn’t know It would be so soon I should’ve listened toWhat everyone said. You only wanted one thing.
  They don't understand. The more they put me down , the more I feel like hurting myself.
Smile Ashley! Sit there and look pretty. Only speak when you're spoken to. Show each of them respect, And God knows I did. My heads pounding the more I smile.
I wondered how Someone so angelic as you Could have turned out to be The demon that broke my heart And then I remembered That Lucifer too Was once an angel.
I reflect. I dream. I speak. I desire.  How does it even compare? A broken heart? A summer's day? They are all the same. We wander. We drift. We run. We crave.
In words, there is feeling Love, Lust, and Hate Despise, Passion, Adoration We feel all these things, in association         With Words. When words are released, feelings
  head down between my shaking knees crying happiness so distant cant grasp it my soul lost in a dark place my mind confused you were here when people weren't
I finally know what is real. dedicated to what I will make come true.
The emptiness consumes you, filling your soul with darkness, you can't run fast enough, you can't hide well enough, Because it is inside you, forever.
it's true, I say that the pain stays inside that we don't know where to hide but why? you ask because we're broken because we're lost because we are alone
    Each and every question, by you or I, to me My mind is quick to answer, so sure I’ll feel it be An evolution strikes, as dusk turns into dawn Awakened with wide eyes, my decision’s fully wrong
The darkness encloses slowly, Circling my mind and keeping Me from feeling anything. Why am I always so alone? Secretly weeping a river Of memories to slip,
We all know that feeling That feeling we use for excitement and adventure That feeling we have when we take first steps That feeling we have when looking into the future It's a scared four letter word
Eyes are the window to the soul they say. What, my eyes show this day? Sorrow, memories, pain Every day of rain.  Why? Rough life is Not for all showbiz. Hard, cruel, unkind
The lone wolf was cut out from the pack With nothing but a hurtful smack. What did she do? She wasnt like you. She hunts at night, With the moon as her light. She is alone, But not forlorn.
I wish you were with me right now, so you could see the tears spilling out of my eyes. If you saw me cry, would you change your mind? I wish you could hold me close and whisper that everything will be alright.
  Why I write: I write to unleash desire Like many forbidden dreams, I write at night I write to control the beast who wishes to devour
Only two years old and I know death to well Big Brother did you have to leave me alone... Daddy's staying out late mama ain't came out that room in three days... Im just glad I know where the snacks are.
We were born alone to fight the unknown. God only knows how much longer  we can go. The internal battles are stuggles  we keep in bottles. Trying to express who we are in a civilization
There was a time when I was free, of any worry and fear. There was a time when I wanted to fly, visit all over, far and near.   But then you reach a certain age, where time seems to move quicker. 
I started writing to express the hurt that was wrapped, twisted, and concocted inside of me. It seemed to be the only way that I could fully open up and express where I actually wanted to be.
My artificial emotions I let flow loud and proudTrue ones keep inside with doubtIn my golden slumber I let my real thoughts wanderDeep into the cryptic yonderI open the gates of my vulnerability when I close my eyes
The trafficked desperation The lined, faux leather couch The smoke of burned unmentionables It was pizza And so like heyzeus from the ashes you rose Because phoenixes are too poetic
To use the antiquated metaphor of a paintbrush   stroking the sky creating brilliant hues, chiaroscuro, the simplest form of beauty. The heavens merely blanket the subtle art below.
I see all these girls, They are all really pretty.They have friends, they are taken.Then, you see girls like me.  These girls you see,Are outcast.They don't have anyone. They feel oh so alone.
I let them drag me down I was a mess I was so far underground Trapped in darkness   They kicked me around Laughed through their teeth Kicked again when I was down
Something calls beneath my veins what's suppose to be quiet is now so loudly insane I hear my pulse quickening as the beating drums quicken faster to the searing sun it's racing faster as I try to breathe
The sun awoke in the vast cerulean sky. The grass, green and fresh with dew, Sparkled in the morning sunlight, like tiny fragments of sharp glass. Rainbows flitted across the meadow, halting against giant pale grey stones.
Sunlight burns through large, green treesCars begin to replace all the beesOnly thing living is people like meAs a breathe is inhaled in this great city.
  There's a beehive in my heartwhose bees buzz all nightthey’ve built honeycombs in my veinsmaking me as stiff as a tin man with no oil I bleed honeyand it attracts bears
Something isn't right,  this feeling I feel. I see no sight, but this is real.   This insane pain, is something I can't handle. I hide away in shame,
In this world I only have me No one cares if I fall off the face of the earth They wouldnt come looking for me Just one less person in this world Im out in the shadows and once in a while people notice me
She cried black tears , she can feel the blood in her heart freeze over As her breathing gets slower the cuts get deeper, scared with memories Of his hands striking her face, helpless no escape , even though shes a
I write in this old composition notebook... pouring heart and mind into the pages Letting the pen do the talking that I can't bring myself to say Freeing the spirits trapped inside me, weighing me down
they scream "we're not drunk enough!" so I give them the golden liquor of death 150 proof and an extra bottle of gin to control their djinns some ginseng on top so they sing sweetly
brown hands that hold burned finger tips and tear drops that fall silently insidewith these words, can i give you love?with these words, can i be that handkerchief to keep them dry?
My dreams don't have to come true,  But I really want them to.  Just to be with you, And share a love, let's do.    Instead, I am still alone; your feelings I have never known.
  The days pass and her eyes are heavy on her weary mind. She wonders if this is what it's like to feel alone, to be alone. She sits frozen in a fast paced hell. And while she cries her black tears, she sings.  
Man knows not their harm, Just how deep the pain goes, The killing of a brother, The abuse of a sister. They lose the trust, But never the love, No matter how much, It is wished to be forgotten.
Was i the one you denied without getting to know i didnt think my looks would let you know that i am  not what you looking for was i the one you denied on that rainy night when you
I remember the look in your eyes At the beginning of summer, and Way your lips were sweet like strawberries When we first kissed beneath the moonlit Night sky. But now those strawberries have
I recently realized that meaningful love poems can only be written by those that are loveless,   Because you never fully appreciate anything important until you reach out to grasp it and it’s gone.  
I woke up that day I saw something new It was that perfect yawn From a great sleep I never thought to have I was inducted It was exclusive I had something special That  made me special
                                                                 He loved her, she loved him It was beautiful, it was grand Life full of color Their love, gave me Life
There has been times since I've been young I wanted to give up because I just couldn't go on Seen a lot of things I really shouldn't Wanted to run but I reall couldn't
I just want to know you care, That you are proud, That I can do something right, Anything right.
You remind me now of a Ghost that once haunted me.   One that made me cry, into the small hours of the night.   In pain, Unloved, Unappreciated, and Used.   Bruises,
Will they come by again,Those humans with the brand new leash?I’ve been in this shelter for a while now,I wonder if I’ll ever leave…
Numbness and darkness. The combination of a coma It’s as easy as slipping down a slide Down into the abyss No one will know Your predicament Cold and empty No one will know
Darkness. Alone. Nobody at your side. No shoulder to cry on. Nobody to lean on. No ears to listen. Nobody to help you. No hopeful smiles. Nobody to hug. No way to cope.
Threatening waves crash over me, they pound the life out of me.   I hear what seems to be screams in the distance,   But it’s me.
She watched her king walk away, Leaving her all alone now everyday, Just left her standing by the queen, Her broken life now everyone has seen, She was all alone in the palace,
You may think that this earth you walk on is rejecting your every step, and waits for you to fail and stumble to its surface.  You may think that the sky above is never in your favor,
The wild outburst of love Led me to times where I endlessly write It was an urge to bring out the emotions That I continuously chose to fight L-o-v-e, a blessing or heartbreak, we all may not retain
Poetry is the new way of life And culture is now the virtue It speaks for those who cannot speak Hypothetically But typically It targets the ones who perfom to a specific beat. Poetry is love
Tangled Ripped Tattered Scared  Wrapped around the jagged arms Of a small tree Been discarded   Left alone to Hang in the wind Ripping it like Vicious fangs  
Out of the frying pan Into the fire Just your fellow man Mislead by desire I can do it, I know I can Liar liar pants on fire
A fool, a joke. I didn't know what else to expect. I thought he was cool And now everything's been wrecked.
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As sons and daughter of the most high God We have standards to uphold, as we are representing Zion And as we live in a dark and hateful world
Sometimes it burns When someone says “hello” The opening line For a line of conversation To be ended with the line “good bye” But instead says no such line. That person will just leave
What whisper though the field lily and lilac hush twixt Spring and Summer am I to listen to? And will it hear me too?
Most of my nights were spent alone crying to myself my best friend far gone steady being bullied childhood ruin-er fights with my mother sometimes wanted to be through with her
Seconds, Minuets, Hours, Days, Weeks, Months, Years. All spent on you. Me, Laughing with you, Making memories with you, Loving you.
(poems go here) Forever alone even when I'm with a crowd . Don't understand why but its just how it goes down. Homebody ... no I Love to go out; but do people want me with them ... I guess that's a not.
I sit alone inside this empty room, And find myself some time to hurt and think; Just wondering if I will break down soon, Because these days have passed in one quick blink. Each day is spent in busy distraction,
Standing there alone with no one I can speak to. Standing there alone, with nowhere to receive any advices. They think I'm strong as God and smart as Frankenstein, but whoa they are wrong.
Lost! Alone! I wish I could die! Scream the minds of the pawns with elongated chains Attached to their wrists, ankles, and minds Release us, we beg you! Oh please, release us!
A cave sits in front of your door, You pass by it every day, not knowing Refusing to know Too busy to know The cave is empty, Air sweeps through No dust to swirl around Just empty,
(poems go here) I saw a man in the grocery store. He had a little girl with him. Probably his daughter, she was about 4. I swear I had seen him before. I looked into his eyes and started to remember more.
I cry every time I think about what you're going through But we all have problems and make mistakes, its true.... No one is perfect, look around and you'll see that no one is perfect, even including me
Shadow
Hello, goodbye My, time sure will fly Many people come, many people go Either in large, wide groups or on on their own, solo Feeling very ecstatic, feeling unfortunate and sad
Elementary is the life While Highschool is a game Humans define your status as you slowly become mundane
Ana and Mia Sitting in a tree And what do you know Along comes Me They trick my mind So I see them as beautiful And who would’ve thought I began to fall in love I fall fast
One lonely book trying to find its place on the shelf it sat with the comedies, red with laughter but it did not laugh it sat with the actions, black with suspense but it did not sit on edge
Do you feel as I do do you see as I do like the world is fake like it isn't there Does it scare you Does it frighten your very soul
There he stands looking at me i never seen him before but yet he looks at me familiarly he has been smiling for the longest time and my face starts to hurt just by looking at him
You've got my mind working overtime Stole my heart, you've done the crime I can't find the words I should say- Hearing from you brightens my day Say to voice my feelings for you
You left me that's all I know I was only three \ when you ran from me why'd you go? I was only a child are you really that low? did you hate me that much, that you ran from your baby
Why do I write? Someone may ask, See me I write, Cause there's no one that can understand,
It's quiet here. Too quiet. I can here my heart beating opposite the ticking of the clock. I'm waiting. For what, I don't know. For inspiration, motivation, fire. Words flow
What do you want from me? Why is it I never seem good enough? Questioning eyes, A skeptic glance, "Uh huh, yeah, sure..."
Another day, another hour Until I walk past a lonely flower I stare at it’s beauty and it’s grace That’s when I realize that I slowed my pace.
Twisted wrong Stepped over upon I glare up to see While on the ground I see myself To be the one Who tortured me all along And I now see What wrong I've done to myself
Everyday I walk these halls Everyday its the same No one notices, but expects a smile Quick kisses, hugs and touches I keep on walking, on foot in front of the other No one sees the longing glances
Spinning Spinning Spinning Each memory, each moment, each thought is connected by a strand of consciousness The image blurs together as time stands still. Sounds become mute and feelings become numb.
Like the dust I am unsettled, moving swiftly without destination, my origin is forgotten, my future is unknown, carried by the wind, i am forever alone.
I'm falling apart, i wonder if i'm the only one. Is it possible to feel down at such a lovely time. Isn't this time where everything blooms. I can't figure it out i feel like i'm drowning in an empty pool. Happiness is nothing but an illusion.
Scared and alone No one around for miles To just lend an ear. You traveled for days Just hoping to find someone Who would care. People cannot fill this void, Humans cannot make you whole.
At night I live a grimy life of slander and despair. At night I do my dirty deeds with grins and open arms. At night I keep inside my sheets and dream of worse to come.
Who's there? Listening to me? No one Who's there? Calling my name? No one Who's there? Waiting for me? No one Who's there? Standing by my side? No one Who's there?
A young boy on his own Thought he had no control Felt like he was spiraling down Falling, rocketing toward the ground
Freakishly tall, Freakishly short, Freakishly skinny, Freakishly Fat There’s no escaping it because you are the freak show You, alone, is where it’s at “Step on up to see this thing!” they shout
although born a female, there was something that i knew i knew that i was different, thoughts that stuck like glue. i put on all the dresses, i did just what they said, but every night i cried, i fought hard inside my head.
I don't know what to call it My peers are nice enough But I feel their judgment on me heavily. We laugh and joke But sometimes most of the time no one talks to me. I sit alone in silence
Alone, not wanted by anyone Feelings of love no longer entwine my heart. I am on the brink of chaos, destruction, hopelessness. Darkness swirls around me Clouding my hopes, my dreams.
The silence is screaming. It’s an invisible fog clouding my judgment and burning my eyes with its icy touch. It’s so dense that I can’t breath without it expanding in my throat; a fog so solid that it chokes my airway with its endless emptiness.
Her Heart beat is rising, while her tears are shining, why is she so ……..afraid The Obstacles are piling, her mind has stopped its smiling, I think she is……afraid
Heart breaks hurt When the person thinks it funny what he did It makes it even worse It’s like why say all of this to me and treat me like this
My heart might break from things sometime. But eventually it gets put back together Sometimes things get put back together with help.
Sometimes I despise people when their eyes are cheerful And they smile around me it feels like they are teasing me because I am always alone Well it's better than being just another clone
I'm alone no one to comfort me nor to help me But forsake me like it's their god given right
This loneliness is dementing me. I speak not of the demons veiled behind every corner. They wait until it's dark Until I have thought myself into a mad frenzy Then they show me the past. What I did
Dreams are hard to make They act like they wanna escape and fake but they're also like a tape they play in your mind then rewind in your sleep now you know that those dreams I wanna keep stuck in my sleep
A place, a meaning, a voice, a dream and a goal Within the walls of this beautiful classroom, Students learn the secrets of life day by day They discover a little about themselves and of the world around them.
She’s cold and isolated The demons lurk beneath People think they know her But the beauty’s just skin deep And she wants to run away From the hurt and the pain No one sees the shackles trailing,
The hatred brewed up in someone’s mind comes flowing out Catching a single ear, Soon spreading down for all to hear And making all truths into a doubt.
She chose to wander all over and about but she couldn't find her way out. It's like she vanished in thin air but the thing is she was really there. She was scared that if she opened the window of light
Today I don’t exist. I’ll be the sound of the falling tree that no one hears I’ll be alone all day and won’t take a thing away from the world Because today I don’t exist.
I'm no longer a kid. I've matured mom, yes I did. You keep me locked up, And I'm getting really fed up. It's nine o'clock and you're telling me togoto sleep.
You have a castle for a mind and those flags They don't bear enough welcome Put your drawbridge down We won't all hurt you how some have Call off the guards and stone walls
I padlocked the miles so distance could be kept In a vault where nothing of value could be dreamt Can you slam my fingers in a metal door Till they crunch and I can't touch No not anymore
I hear yelling. People getting put down. I'm getting put down. I see my friends in the hallway. They don't know what is going on. They laugh, tell jokes, have fun. But I feel alone. They feel like something is going on with me. But I hide it.
they talk of tomorrow without you they talk of moving on with you gone they talk of me without us they talk of one not two and my tears can only drop they can’t follow you up
Sometimes I feel swarmed Sometimes I feel alone I get up each and everday I go to school I go to work I eat I go to bed But Sometimes I feel alone
We act meticulous. We think mysterious. We walk alone. We're never done. We become lazy. We get hungry. We never cry. We never die.
I had a love That did not love Me as I am Or as I was My love had loved another love So here today I stand
Our two demons came, with different form, neither of us to blame that we couldn't conform. Yours was a bully, against his words I was a shield, defended you fully, until he did yield.
A chance on success A chance on failure A chance on life A chance on friendship Take me or leave me Love me or Hate me Don't try to make me feel less if I don't fit inside of your "box"
Silence so loud. Silence so cold. I've never felt so alone. You can't see it you can't hear it But its the thing we all fear. Hope is lost. Never found. for now.
I never looked back the day I left A thing I always seem to neglect Something my mother noted Whether I was going to school for the first time Or for Basic Training Or going to Iraq
Remember when you caught me Bleeding in my bed Hands and face the deepest shade of red And I was floating Through those stars that you call eyes That are brighter than the sunrise and
Have you ever been To the land of the lost? The place with no end? A place of thought? Everyone has been there. Everyone knows. Children want to live there. Adults tell them no.
The lies and disrespect Covered up by your embrace Left me blind but hopeful. Your voice blocked the harmful fumes, Leaving me trapped in a cage —Choking on denial.
Your eyes tell a story That plays on your lips You’ve got much to say and yet you resist Your mind is a novel Words etched on your soul But something has made you less than whole And I know this
If my heart was singing It'll crescendo lovely notes Repeatedly singing I want a sunday kindof love So I don't mourn monday Leave me broken on tuesday Over thinking on wednesday
So, they say that words have power that we create matter, but all of my words haven't felt like they have power.
Alone is how I feel Alone is how I deal Alone & forgotten Alone & haunted Alone and open to my four walls Alone is when I let the feelings fall Alone &in pain Alone & full of blame
Dark galore The minute my hands shut the door Blank music sheets spread on the floor Spiderwebs on the stairs
Take away my lifelines Watch me fade away I am the Gravity Killer Wake me up with nightmares Fill my head with ash I am the Shadowman
It seems fine the wine is flowing Laughter is swirling the room Sadness is blockaded from entering That rush of panic Im running! I want to forget reality! Only wanting to reach Time.
Mother once told me That everything was ok That there was another day For me to believe And feel relieved But nothing was ok.
I wake up but keep my eyes closed. I just lay there in my bed. Seems like everyday is the same, I hear the same old story playing over and over in my head.
My tears hit the page, but you can't see. My words fill the lines, no one reads them but me.   You're not blind, you've just gone away. You left me here; now I'm all out of sway.  
I am on my own, No one tells me where to go. So where do I go?
Lost and alone, Stranded at sea. Just the mighty winds, And small little me.
I knew that when I’d fall asleep, I’d only dream of you. And of the Last rose I’d ever get from the man that loved me too. And when the night is over, I wake up and I cry.
Broken street I’m forced to travel as ice tickles porcelain cheek. Crystal leaves forbidden trail now, my traitor heart still beats for thee.
The persistent cold beneath blankets and quilts that chills to the bone despite layers of clothes— The cup of coffee forgotten, left to cool on the counter.
As my face turns cold and dark I felt the darkness swallowing me whole It lifted me up and made me invisible Inside the deep hole, it erases my memories And fills it with its own memory
I bet you don't even notice That your criticisms really hurt Please try to screen The awful things that you blurt.
Her eyes are sunken into her face her heart sunken into her stomach a cauldron in her memories boils over frothing savagely when watched Shadows cast her brew in a sinister dark but it is only the shadows' premise
I feel no pity. Not even a little bit To leave the city In which I With my existence Didn't bring the light, Didn't love the stranger, therefore, this place has nothing I would consider mine.
When al is lost, and hope it seems, has left me here deserted. When friendship's cost, of life and dreams, have proved too much to pay. When solitude, and loneliness, are not enough to comfort.
I take a knife And slit my skin, Exposing my heart Reach in And tear it out still beating Its erratic rhythm. I show my exposed story, My deepest truth Only to One Who gives me a reaction
I was wondering if you could take a moment to read. I want you to know that you’re all I need. Just know that this came from my heart. Please read it before we fall apart.
The place with the sand and sea is abandoned, Empty. Deserted. Bumpy tracks of vehicles are freshly anew, But no other traces of a once crowded beach left behind.
you doing right while everyone does wrong leaves you singing a quiet song here right now i’ll do the MATH why it’s hard to take the honorable path ADD all those parties look like fun
He broke your heart. He broke it. It was pure and new. Untouched. You gave it to him and he shattered it to pieces. Without a single notice, he just smashed it. She understood.
Floating on the breeze, Midnight flies on wings of soft feathers. Sighs of abandonment caress it's down.
Why do i feel so alone? People around me say they want to help, yet only make things worse. They Say "we know what your going through", "We can help you." A smile on my face as i nod. Truthfully i don't their pity. I know what i'm capable of.
Closed doors with listening walls, A storm thunders from your face, Such a big disgrace. Nothing changes, but everything falls. I wish my life was like a wall.
Innocence wilts, tulips in a graveyard. No hope left to flutter slowly by. Rays of sun can no longer bring her back to life.
Waiting. Waiting for our reunion. We had so many plans together. But it all went to hell in the last few months. Your grandpa’s death, your dad’s abuse, your mom’s BS,
I am the dog that pulls the mandrake, a choice that isn't mine. A worm upo