Sorrow masks happiness
I am in the darkest place I could be
I cannot feel as if
The world cares for me
It may not seem true but
"My life is full of joy"
Is just a falsehood, and
"The darkness is my only friend"
I tell my family that
They are not the most important thing to me
My depression will understand that
My life is in order because
Sorrow
Masks the
Happiness
"Happiness will reign"
But this will not be the truth of my existence
You will never find happiness
I tell myself
In two years I will wish I were already dead
I refuse to believe that
I can have happiness
In my future
My future holds nothing but misery
It will no longer be said that
Happiness can be found for everyone
It is obvious that
Darkness will be my only comfort
There's no reason to believe that
Life is beautiful
Unless I reverse my current path, I will die in misery. So read it backwards.