She does not understand the hurt I feel
The time it takes for me to heal
After her death
I had to deal

Her lovely hugs
That never bugs
Her deteriorating health
That involved the drugs

She left me alone
In this zone
Seeking happiness and wealth
Without looking like a clone

She has not returned
I have learned
That she will not come back
I can no longer be concerned

She does not understand the hurt I feel
The time it took for me to heal
After her death
I realized I had to live, and living is real