The way life brings you pain is insane.

My head tells me to hurt myself, but there is that one light that shines in my heart that tells me tomorrow will be a new day.

What happens if tomorrow turns into my worst nightmare.

My only escape would be vanishing from the earth, the land I walk on.

The one that makes me go thru darkness. The night brings me misery to my life the sun brings me pain.

I'm stuck in a hole in is deep, how do I get out?

should I give up, should I let go, should I make myself extinct of this so called earth, or should I pray to the shinning light telling me patience is the key.

That behind all that pain and hate there is a meaning a purpose to life.

Maybe but who is going to guaranteed thia, my creator the one who gave me a purpose in this land, the one who send his only son to die for me in the cross.

My mind tricks me and gives me ideas that will hurt me in the long run.

What if I follow the light or maybe the darkness, which will end my misery.

Which is the better path.

The light gives me hope and I shall follow it till the day my creator tells me to depart, he promise me love and protection so I shall follow the light in the narrow path.