You thought this would be better

They offered you love and a mentor

But when they look at each other in that way

You are alone once again

 

You cannot live under the same roof

You have to wait a year to move

When you turn in for the night

You are alone once again

 

You know that they have their own ways

So you just grin and bear it always

But in the dark and the tears start to fall

You are alone once again

 

You are terrified to make yourself heard

Scared to ruin it all with just one word

The pressure of your feelings leads to pain

And you are alone once again

 

You cannot take it for one more day

Your soul screams and your heart breaks

You decide to numb the agonizing pain

With the bittersweet cold of being alone once again