I have never realizedHow alone I've felt until this very moment...It hit me like I had just ran into a brick wallI hate how horrible I feelHow depressing this emotion isAnd to think that my biggest fear was to be aloneWhen I've felt alone for 4 yrs of my life I want to be loved and never feel alone a day in my lifeI don't want anyone to be alone. This disturbance consumes my thoughts. And I can't help but sink deeper into the water and drown and suffer in my own despairBeing ignored by everyone. Who cares anyways? Im a ghost alreadyWhat difference will it make if I'm dead or not...