Schism
What's the deal
With how I feel?
Can I steal
A bit of your happiness?
What happened with
Our sappiness
And laughiness?
Now I feel like half a Capulet
The other half a Montague
Me vs me and we're just fighting over you
I love you, I hate you, we just don't know what to do
What is true
In this cruel world?
Were you just a cool girl?
Or were you really the one for me?
Or were you just good company?
Or were you meant for loving me?
Fuck it I hope you're suffering
Like me getting buried underneath
All these questions and endless thoughts
That keep infesting this restless pod
And are just letting it sever off
From the rest of the dead and gone
The next step is to end it all
But no
There is hope
And I know
That we won't
Drift away
We will stay
In our ways
Cause today
Is the day
That I say
I'm okay
And I wake
From this state
That I've made