Outside Brown Eyes, Inside Broken Mind
Location
Clearest voice, sincere talks
Laughing mouth, slow walks
Walking with Him by my side, living with such heavy lies
Guilt, guilt, with nowhere to hide
Outside there's brown eyes, broken mind inside
Perfect, perfect, you're so perfect
Wanting to tell, get this off of my chest
Everybody is expecting me to be the best
Crying, crying, all the time
I made a mistake, which only two know
A burden inside me, which continues to grow
I hide behind a mask
It may be blue, it may be black
My mind just is not on the right track
Hopeful, cheerful, always happy
That's the way it may appear
Only because Jesus is near
I seek Him everyday
Jesus is the only one who hears my cries
In the shadows of the night, past the outside brown eyes
Needing advice, with nowhere to turn
Secrets with a lot of explanation
Wanting to shout this to all of creation
I cannot breath, is this normal?
On the run, no time to think, I am so busy
Going for a walk, little time to blink, I am so dizzy
I wish somebody would hear me
The mistake I made, I want to be heard
He said I was beautiful, it was just a word
Once upon a time, there was a girl
She was so lovely, sweet, and innocent
Now all she does is repent, repent, and repent
He told her lies and she believed
He seemed so real, he seemed so kind
Outside she had beautiful brown eyes, but now inside she has a broken mind