Lost......

i was lost

lost alone in the world, no where to go

i looked everywhere and searched for everything

i quit

i gave up

I got so sick of trying

trying to be good enough

good enough for your standards

never pretty,never smart, never talented

at least not enough

not enough for you

i really regret it

regret thinking i  was never good enough

I've made mistakes

i still do

i do stupid things

i am immature

but i am who i am 

that'll never change

I've never really been loved

and i used to cry

all the time...

but then i grew strong

i learned my place

learned to be me 

me and only me