The One I Trusted Most
Dear the one I trusted most,
I know you’ll never see this
And I’m quite okay with that
Yet I can’t help, but hope you will one day.
I put all my trust in you.
From the summer of 2012,
To well-
I don’t know until when.
We gradually lost trust,
And then one day we hated one another.
You see I never wanted this to happen.
I never planned on it.
And I never imagined it.
But I learned you had a different agenda in mind.
It felt as if
You were trying to ruin me,
Manipulate me.
In fact you were,
But you failed.
If anything you freed me.
My mind opened up.
And I realized everything
You said and did to me
Was not something normal.
Not someone who cared would do
Only someone who had no respect for another being
Could do the things that you did.
And after years of being stuck to you
By the hip
In a toxic web
I cut the strand that connected us,
Giving me the freedom
I never realized I needed.
Sincerely, the one with newly gained independence