My Shining Star
Cant you see
Im nothing like,
I used to be.
I've given all
My all to those,
That didnt deserve
It, but I let myself
Feel against
My better judgment.
Let myself become
Chained to reality.
Why did you want
To be with me back
Then, no future
To tell the repercussions?
I've told you my past,
But not all of you believe
In me, choking on the guilt.
Killing all your honesty,
So can I even state
The obvious?
This crown so heavy
The stars are crashing.
My shining star
Died a while back.
Asking you so see me,
Cant you see Im nothing
Like I used to be, give me
A reason about everything
You've seen in me,
And trying hard to get
Used to the new me.
Like I used to be,
Give me a reason about
Everything youve seen
In me, that you miss from
Her.
Because that girl is dead,
That shinning star
Is far gone.
I'm not the same girl, you used to know.