My whole family has served,

but where will I be? 

What if i don't want to

what if it's not the right cause?

Maybe I need to serve to be free

to be honored.

My uncles in pain suffering from PTSD

But i can't have that be me

I'm already insane with OCD.

I can't serve

IT's just not me.

My sisters an army nurse

but I can't watch others in pain.

MY grand fathers are dead the served to long,

everyones gone.

I don't want to be next;

I'll honor the cause it just can't be me.