Most people can do all sorts of things, like go to a store and not 

Feeling like there eardrums are going to burst.

Hi, welcome to my world, it's not full of happy

most of it is trying not to have a panic attack. 

I am amazed by the people who can go outside,

and feel welcome like there are no people judging every move they make

with the sun not harting there eyes

that the cracks in the sidewalk don't trigger a meltdown

I know this is just a rant but, you are lucky and you have 

so meany things that you take forgranted.