Love Is Not Always Beneficial To You.
Hey, it's been a while.
I hope you can take the time to read this.
I'm sitting in a coffee shop right now by the window and I couldn't help but look out at the bright blue sky and how it reminded me of your eyes.
So I looked away from the window.
I stared at my coffee and poured my creamer in.
And when the creamer mixed with the coffee it was the perfect shade of brown to match your hair.
So I looked away.
I decided to draw on my napkin.
I drew all of the flowers I could think of,
bluebonnets, roses, sunflowers, daisies.
Until I heard a laugh across the room.
I know that laugh.
It's yours.
I know it.
That beautiful laugh.
I don't even have to look.
But I know you probably don't notice me sitting over here in the corner by the window.
And I know you're much happier without me.
So here I am writing you this letter on the back of my garden of a napkin.
Too bad you'll never get to see it.
I am leaving without a word because I respect your decision that you chose her instead of me.
Because I trust that you made the best decision for yourself.
Because I want to put your happiness before mine.
Because I love you.