Learn To Love
Because I love you
I have lost myself
and yet I have found me,
for I love you
but I cannot love myself.
I fell for your smile,
the beauty of your eyes,
the warmth of your words.
I fell for the way you love me
when I could not.
You showed me how to love,
we walked and talked and laughed.
You held me tight and stiff,
for you asked me not to leave
and I with you wished to be.
But my love for you was stronger
much more than yours for me.
You loved me. I love you.
Yet you dont trust me
but I trusted you more than I should.
You wrapped me in lies
ever since our ways crossed.
Because you loved me I died,
I let you play with me
and you did as you wished.
Now I dont have you
and you will not have me
because you tried to use me
but I am not a toy
I am who I wish to be.
Oh Dear, Now you cry.
Now there is sorrow in your eyes
such childish heart of yours now sees.
You lied not only to me
but to your mind as well.
Sweet boy who played with me
has now fallen to my feet
but you broke me, I died
I cannot feel, not love, not hate
for now my heart indifferent is.
Because I loved you I have learned,
I have to love myself
but until then I wish for you the best
and hope one day to cross our ways.
Now then, until I love Myself.
-Lluvia SM.