Lazarus
I am not composed of numbers and articulate measures
I am not Bach’s masterpiece nor am I a masterpiece
I am covered in blemishes and dirt
I have sinned and I am sin
I have eaten from the forbidden tree
And I am hurt
I am naked to the eyes of all
And downward casts are casted by all
I have risen from the ashes
Like Lazarus I am reborn
I bare scars but they adorn
My flaws engrave my heart
Without them I am without art
I am a drawing board for feelings
A shadow of anguish a cough of disgust
Ashes decorate my body
And fill my lungs with beauty
I am neither a ballad nor a poem
I am a flawless image, a pile of dust