Worthless

Is the name

Can I show you my world ?

It's filled with lies, betrayal , pain and despair 

What am I holding?

My knife 

I bleed my pain away

Yes it's okays if my clothes get stain

God?

Yes I know about God ,

I call but he said to leave a message

Guess even to him I'm not enough.

The scars ? do they hurt?

Yes a little but I'm used to it.

Why am I smoking a blunt?

It eases my pain of course.

Do I ever feel alone?

Yes, always.

But its okays don't pity me

Don't fall in love with me

I can't bare to hurt your soul too.

Hate myself?

No just the way I see myself.

Don't worry dear

I'll be happy one day.

I feel my death coming nearer everyday