Inside my mind is a dark and scary place

 

No purpose for life and no breathing space

 

Questioning if right now is really right now

 

Wondering if there’s any way out somehow

 

Is it that life repeats itself?

 

What were those feelings I felt?

 

 

Inside my mind is a dark and scary place

 

I plot my demise without a single trace

 

Nobody has any idea how I always feel

 

This life I live is uncontrollably surreal

 

Should I cut my wrist one more time?

 

What is wrong in this head of mine?

 

 

 

 

Inside my mind is a dark and scary place

 

No more can I deal with these problems I face

 

I’ve come to fear death so I’ll do it myself

 

But my mind can’t help it, there’s nobody else

 

If I tried would I be stopped?

 

Who cares if my life is dropped?

 

 

 

 

Inside my mind is a dark and scary place

 

Why should I wait for someone to embrace?

 

Eventually you know she will leave me

 

It all just becomes a fading memory

 

It shouldn’t matter but you know it will

I question to take one too many pills

 

 

Inside my mind is a dark and scary place

 

I just want to be alone forever with grace

 

I grow so tired and I feel so alone

 

There’s no more energy this feeling has shown

 

I want to sleep forever at peace

No one can hurt me when I decease