I Just Wish
Roommate,
I wish you knew.
I wish you knew your worth.
I wish you knew what is important.
How important your ideas are.
How important your beliefs are.
How important you are.
Roommate,
I wish you understood.
I wish you understood yourself.
I wish you understood your feelings
How things you say affect others.
How things that others say affect you.
How everything and everyone is affected
Roommate,
I wish you could see.
I wish you could see things through my eyes.
I wish you could see through a bystander's eyes.
How you are.
How he is.
How your relationship is.
Roommate,
I wish you'd believe.
I wish you'd believe in yourself.
I wish you'd believe somethings others say.
How you deserve better.
How you should find better.
How he isn't the one.
Roommate,
I wish you'd become.
I wish you'd become who you always dreamt you'd be.
I wish you'd become the person you should be.
How your mom thinks you are.
How you used to be
Not how he wants you to be.
Roommate,
I wish you would look.
I wish you would look at the world.
I wish you'd look at yourself.
How different you are.
How hurt you are.
And how he's the reason.
Roommate,
I wish you'd care.
I wish you'd care more.
I wish you'd care about yourself.
About your future.
About your health.
About the way you're treated.
Roommate,
I wish you'd choose.
I wish you'd choose to do better.
I wish you'd choose a better lifestyle.
Without negativity.
Without drugs.
Without him.
Roommate,
I wish you could have heard.
I wish you could have heard that night.
I wish you could have heard what I heard.
The loud yelling.
The hurtful words.
The terror in your voice.
Roommate,
I wish you could have felt.
I wish you could have felt the fear.
I wish you could have felt the anger
That I felt
That night.
That night that he did that..
Roomate,
I wish you could break.
I wish you could break the daze you're in.
I wish you could break the thing holding you back.
Break through to your instincts.
Break through his horrible fence that is controlling you.
Jensen,
I wish you'd beat.
I wish you'd beat the odds.
I wish you'd beat the feelings you have for him.
That is keeping you in the fence.
That is keeping you in the relationship.
I wish you'd beat it, before he beats you again.
Jensen,
I wish you would.
I wish you knew your worth.
I wish you understood your feelings.
I wish you could see how your relationship is.
I wish you'd believe you deserve better.
I wish you'd become who you've always dreamt you'd be.
I wish you would look at how hurt you are.
I wish you'd care more.
I wish you'd choose to do better.
Jensen,
I wish you'd gain the strength
To realize what happened that night.
To realize that won't be the only night.
To realize he's not a good person.
And to gain the strength to leave and save yourself.
I just wish.