HELLO GOD, ARE YOU THERE I HAVE SO MUCH I NEED TO SHARE
MY HEART IS ACHING; I’M FEELING BLUE; CAN YOU HELP ME GOD,
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO?
EVERY DAY SOMEONE’S TELLING ME TO MAN UP, YOUR NOT A GIRL, ALL THE BULLYING AND THE TEASING THEY DO MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I’M ALONE IN THE WORLD
CAN YOU HEAR ME GOD CRYING OUT TO YOU, WE HAD THIS CONVERSATION BEFORE AND I SEE NO CLUE OF WHAT YOU’RE GONNA DO.
DO YOU SEE THEM WHEN THEY PICK, TAUNT AND MAKE JOKES ABOUT ME, OR DID YOU TURN YOUR BACK ON ME TO A CERTAIN DEGREE?
THE LIFE I CHOSE, I DIDN’T CHOOSE IT ON PURPOSE BUT REGARDLESS; THAT DOESN’T GIVE THEM THE RIGHT TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I’M WORTHLESS
I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY THEY PICK AT ME AND CALL ME OUT MY NAME, IN YOUR EYES GOD WE ARE ALL THE SAME.
DO YOU SEE THE TEARS THAT FALL FROM MY EYES? WHEN THEY SAY THE MOST AWFUL THINGS MY HEART BREAKS AND MY SOUL DIES.
AT THIS POINT I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO, YOU SAID IN YOUR WORD TO PUT MY FAITH AND TRUST IN YOU.
I DID THAT FOR SO LONG BUT NOW ALL OF MY HOPE IS GONE
I’M SORRY I DON’T MEAN TO HURT YOU BUT I JUST CAN’T SEE A BREAK THROUGH. I’M ONLY BEING HONEST WITH YOU
I’M PAUSING AND I’M SHAKING MY HEAD WHY GOD? WHY? WHY I COULDN’T BE NORMAL INSTEAD
SOMETIMES I FEEL ALONE BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO, SOMETIME I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO END MY ……

END YOUR WHAT; WAIT A MINUTE MY CHILD LET ME INTERRUPT YOU!
DO YOU KNOW YOU’RE NORMAL AND YOU’RE ONE OF A KIND I MADE YOU FROM AN ORGINIAL DESIGN
WHEN I SEE YOU I SEE ME AND TO HEAR YOU SAY YOU WANT TO END YOUR LIFE THAT MAKES ME ANGRY!
PLEASE DON’T PLEASE …. I’M SORRY I DON’T MEAN TO CRY BUT LIKE YOU I’M ASKING THE SAME QUESTION WHY?
DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU? LET ME GIVE YOU A CLUE, I GAVE UP MY ONLY BELOVED SON JUST FOR YOU.
BUT GOD WHY? WHY MUST I BE GAY, WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO LIVE MY LIFE THIS WAY? I TRY TO BE STRONG ABOUT THE THINGS THEY SAY BUT I CAN’T HELP IT; I LET THEM GET TO ME ANWAY.
MY CHILD THERE’S ALWAYS GOING TO BE SOMEONE THAT WILL HURT YOU, AND PUT YOU DOWN BUT YOU HAVE TO FIND THE STREGTHEN IN YOU TO TURN THE SITUATION AROUND.
DON’T WORRY ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE SAY, BECAUSE SOME WILL HATE ANYWAY, YOU BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE BECAUSE THERE’S NOBODY IN THIS WORLD PERFECT BY FAR.
PEOPLE NEED TO STOP JUDGING SOMEONE’S LIFE AND LIVE THEIR LIFE WITHOUT STRIFE.
THERE’S NOBODY THAT CAN THROW A STONE WHEN I’M THE ONLY ONE THAT SITS ON THE THRONE
LISTEN TO ME WHEN I SAY, THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER STRAY.
PROMISE ME YOU’LL LOVE YOURSELF THE WAY I LOVE YOU AND FORGET WHAT THOSE IGNORANT PEOPLE SAY AND DO
YOU MUST KNOW I’LL NEVER TURN MY BACK ON YOU, I’M FIGHTNING YOUR BATTLES, BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT I’M SUPPOSE TO DO.
THERE’S NOTHING IN THIS WORLD THAT CAN SEPARATE MY LOVE FROM YOU.
YOU CONTINUE TO LIVE AND BE STRONG AND LET ME HANDLE THE ONES THAT DONE YOU WRONG.
I KNOW SOMETIMES LIFE CAN GET ROUGH BUT I CREATED YOU AND I BUILT YOU TOUGH.
SO DON’T WORRY AND DON’T BE DISMAY; I KNOW SOMETIMES IT MAY SEEM LIKE I’M NOT LISTENING WHEN YOU PRAY.
BUT I HEAR EVERY WORD YOU SAY AND I PROMISE YOU I WILL MAKE IT OKAY
HAVE FAITH IN ME IN ALL YOU DO AND WATCH MY WORLD REVOLVE AROUD YOU.
AND THOSE HATERS WILL SEE MY BLESSING ON YOU AND THEY WILL WONDERED HOW EVER DID YOU PULL THROUGH
DON’T WORRY DON’T FRET BECAUSE I GONNA MAKE SURE THEY NEVER FORGET AND BEFORE LONG I WILL SHOW THEM HOW BADLY THEY DONE YOU WRONG.
THANK YOU GOD FOR LISTENING TO ME, NOW I CAN TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND BREATHE
I’M NOT GOING TO WORRY WHAT PEOPLE SAY WHEN I KNOW THEY GONNA TALK ANYWAY. GOD'S LOVE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT MATTERS TO ME AND HIS LOVE IS THE ONLY LOVE THAT HAS SET ME FREE FOR ME TO BE ME
THERE NO PROBLEM TO BIG OR TO SMALL PUT YOUR TRUST IN GOD AND HE WILL HANDLE THEM ALL