Finding My Focus
It’s hard for me to focus sometimes
This ongoing ringing in my head, almost like a chime
My mind is going a mile an hour
And at the same time trying to have a balance of power
It’s hard for me to focus sometimes
This problem that I have is my prime
I don’t understand why I continue to blank
I feel like I’m stuck in this tiny fish tank
It’s hard for me to focus sometimes
It’s almost like this horrible crime
I can’t think, I can’t remember a birthday
When I think I’ve made it, I’m only halfway
It’s hard for me to focus sometimes….
But this time I found my focus,
My dream
Through this harsh journey of trying to find myself
It has always been there sitting on the shelf
A tiny camera and tripod
Maybe it’s a word from God
I’m not so sure
All I know is that this Canon is pure
It’s no longer hard for me to focus anymore
No more choosing between 2 different doors
Looking through a lens is something that I love
An interest I will never get rid of
It’s no longer hard for me to focus anymore
I am not the girl I was before
I have found a different side of me
A side so great that it’s bigger than a redwood tree
It’s no longer hard for me to focus anymore
There’s nothing that I need to search for
No more tossing and turning late in the night
I am now content with a visible light
It’s no longer hard for me to focus anymore
No ringing in my head that I have to ignore
I have found my gift
This is something I cannot resist
It’s no longer hard for me to focus anymore
I’ve finally found something that I stand for