Decisive Love
Your eyes spoke to me.
So many hellos and so many good-byes.
It only took a single look.
A smile here a smile there,
you always seemed to care.
We started to talk, we laughed a lot,
I started to feel happy.
But then,
I let you in,
and once I did,
You made me bleed.
Your love is controlling,
disabling, hostile and impatient,
I guess you were always a bit complacent.
Your love is broken,
so corrupt and manipulative.
You gravitate towards me;
you appeal to my loneliness.
You keep making me believe
that without you,
I don't have anyone,
But I do.
I have myself,
and she is more than enough.
I can do all things with Christ who gives me strength.
I am independent.
I am loyal.
I am undersanding.
I am honest.
I am me.
I am whoever I choose to be, and
you don't get to decide who I get to be.
Because I am not a robot,
I am human,
and I'm free.