The unlawful romance that never seems to make it. doomed from the start because we all know there isn't a story book ending for me.

I have no soul. I have no heart. My warmth cannot heal your heart. Show me the door. I will let myself out into the cold. You say to just stay to eep you company.

Yet your eyes wander into space. My words seep past your figure and fade off into the room. I am empty inside. We are just filling empty space inside this room.

Trying to figure out what the next move will be in the chapter of our lives. tear out the pages. I do not wish to see the end. Those words cannot be written already. 

Sway the door open as i feel the breath of the night call my and kiss my feet to move into its arms. 

I hear the soles of my shoes lift from the velcro style carpet as I pace myself for that first step out on my own.

I see the light at the end of the tunnel. Its an autumn brown. Much like a comforting summers day. 

But then I am greeted by the cold reminder of this unforgettable night. It swallows my heart and devours my soul. 

Give me a way out. Show me the path away. I see that the only way out is through the night.

Although it is dark and dangerous I must go. I must face my fears and voyage out into the unknown. 

I grab my keys and start my vehicle and start my way into my single life. I welcome the adventure as I am greeted by an old friend.