"Because I Don't Love You" - The Truth
As I closed my eyes
I could hear the raindrops sing,
I could hear the wind whistling
“it’s going to be okay”
“it’s all over now”
“it’s going to be okay”
As I’m breathing
I could hear my heart beating
dug..dug..dug..dug..
“you are free”
“you don’t have to cry anymore”
“you are free”
As tears running down my cheeks
I remember of the love that I used to seek
“Because I (don't) love you, that’s why….
That’s why I cheated on you when you are away
I lied to you instead of telling you the truth
because I (don't) love you.”
“because I (don't) love you, that’s why …
I deleted all of your friends’ number
I made you feel crumbled
I made you think I am the only one
That could fix all of your trouble”
As I’m breathing again
I remember that one man
The one that was never a gentleman
The one that used to say,
“because I (don't) love you and you keep me sane”
the one that used to think it was okay
to make me feel sad
to make me feel mad
to make me feel bad
and to make me feel miserable
And now,
as I opened my eyes
I smiled as soon as I realized
That it’s all over now
That I can be happy now
That I can be stronger now
And most importantly,
I can be myself now.
-ACR