Battle Of The Mind
There Is A Fight
An Intense Battle
Going On In My Mind
There Is Saddness And Hate
They Fuel My Depression
There Is Love And Care
They Fight To Keep Me Sane
But The Problem Is
They Are Losing
Saddness Overtakes Me
Shelds Me From Love
Makes Me Insane
Im Not Even Sure Im In Control
Im On Auto Pilot
My Mind A Battlefield
In Which A Losing Battle Is Fought
So I Sit
And Let The Battle Rage
But How Do I Beat Saddness
I Dont Know
So I Just Wait For A Miracle To Happen
But Nothing Does So I Look Down The Long Barrel
A Short Flash And The Battle Is Done
They Bury Me In The Soft Wind
The Priest Calls Out For Forgiveness
They Lower Me Down Into The Ground
And As They Do
A Battle Begins
In My Mothers Mind