Love what really does it mean?

Is their really someone out there who you can call your soulmate?

Can love be anti?

In the books and movies you're told that there's happy endings.

Is their really a Prince Charming and Cinderella for all of us?

Forever, and ever but you're not told the other side of the story.

And this side you speak of?

The side that is hidden to us, why?

The complications of love, and lies, and hurt, and loyalty and suffering.

Lies come from the loyalty you provided,

Suffering comes from the lies that soaks through the loyalty.

All that you have caused me has hurt me.

The hurt in which you make me feel.

And then you wonder why I dislike love.

Why must I open up to someone who shuts me out?

Why should I trust someone who isn't trustworthy?

I was blinded by everything that you've done to me.

You manipulated my mind,

Fractured my heart,

And most of all you corrupted my thoughts on love.

My thoughts and feelings mixed up.

Asking others for advice from others don't help.

Guess that's what happens when you get caught.

Everything I ever gave, said, felt for you is gone.

My love for you has become anti.